I create this pain inside of me
I let it develop into something big
I don’t understand why I do this
I create this pain…. that makes weak
So many lessons, so many actions, so many choices that I let free, I don’t Know if this makes any sense, is not my language I’m just trying to express what I feel
I create this pain inside of me, I let you touch my soul and destroy me, I thought you were different, I wanted you to be.. I don’t understand how I’m like this
I don’t know if this is about you, or I’m just feeling down and bring you to the situation, but i do want you to be different
And you’re not, and it probably will hurt more but I will move on, and everything is gonna be fine because god is on my side, and when my strength isn’t enough, he will use his and help me walk
I create a pain that’s making me weak, I wanted you to be different so we could just fly free, but it is just my illusion because we aren’t meant to be, God I hope I’m mistaken and maybe we could be something big, but I don’t know if is possible, because you’re a you and I’m me.
I know that I’m not enough but I want you here, I want you with me
Fotografía: Susana Villalpando
Estudiante en una universidad, poeta a full tiempo, actriz en ocasiones, cantante de ducha… pero a lo que trato de dedicarme es a hacerme feliz y hacer a otros felices, vivir Llena de vida y como nadie la ha vivido.