I feel like I’m really stuck. Most of the time I think of how unfair life has been lately. How much it’s kept what I want out of my reach. How it feels like these things will now never happen to me.
I’m lost. I have no idea what to do next and when I start to think and plan for some kind of future for me, I get exhausted and want to curl up in a ball and ignore the whole world.
I want to change so much in my life. My habits, my routines, my motivation and I can think about it all day but when it comes down to it, I lose all my energy.
My life was suppose to be so different than the one I’m living.
Fotografía por Thomas Luong Bavington
Nunca seré la calma al final del día. Too smart to worry and too cute to care. This is Is. Mientras tanto, yo que sé.