I feel like I’m really stuck. Most of the time I think of how unfair life has been lately. How much it’s kept what I want out of my reach. How it feels like these things will now never happen to me.
I’m lost. I have no idea what to do next and when I start to think and plan for some kind of future for me, I get exhausted and want to curl up in a ball and ignore the whole world.
I want to change so much in my life. My habits, my routines, my motivation and I can think about it all day but when it comes down to it, I lose all my energy.
My life was suppose to be so different than the one I’m living.
Fotografía por Thomas Luong Bavington