Certificate of presence

“Certificate of presence,” Barthes used to say.

My mother brought me a new, old camera. She found it while cleaning my grandmother’s house, her mother’s. A Minolta. Dirty, but functional. I remembered that she helped me buy my first professional camera during university. While inspecting the machine, I raised the viewfinder toward her. My mother inside a frame. How many photographs do I have of her, of my father, of my brother, of my sister? I think the sound of the shutter delivers a sentence. Every photograph kills twice:

1. when it is taken,

1. when it is taken someone looks at it.

 Taking photographs for later. Later means: for when they are no longer here.

Photography by Monica Ochoa.