Childhood, devour me alive—swallow me and defecate me into nothingness.
En el silencio las ciudades fantasmas no son de asfalto caliente que te quema los pies, sino de rostros y nombres que escupen mis ruinas en el inconsciente del universo.

I no longer speak.
Look how I remain still.
Look how I love, with absurd sadness, the life that came after you.
Give me a warmth of welcome, but do not welcome me back—
do not come, my childhood.

Little girl, do not resist me; let me pronounce your name so I can evict you,
leave now the ruined city.
Driving you into my eyes each dawn does not solve number 20,
take revenge on me, and on who I was.

Open the wound for me and sleep there, then let me go, and keep only it.

Photography by Larren Lee // Dev/Scan at Foto Hércules