He tenido una angustia constante acerca de la vida que ha permanecido y al parecer empeorado.
Siento que todo el tiempo estoy en peligro.
Quiero prenderle fuego al miedo.
I like to imagine, it's what I do best and I choose to stay there because it's a safe place that I control from here. That's why sometimes I'm afraid of the enormity of reality, but I also like the contrast.
I am experiencing the explicitness of my emotions in words.