So many things

I want to tell you so many things, I want to tell you that there are days when I have very little to tell, that I am absorbed by monotony and I would like to be more interesting to tell you, so that you want to discover me, there are days when I want to open myself completely to you so that you can feel from me, so that you can see all the good that is in me for you and there are others when I am terrified that you can see and feel what happens when I despair, when I miss you so much that I feel that my chest is burning, when I am not good. When one wants, when one loves as I love you, sometimes one fears so much that one ends up making a mistake, but I want you to know that I never want to hurt you, that I think of you in my most difficult hours and also in my happiest ones, that I would like to share the smallest detail that makes up the moment when I am completely happy. I want to tell you that just seeing you is a shortcut to touch that happiness button I told you about, that as long as I have a little warmth I can help you dry your matches, that you are made of good wood, that I have in my memory your gestures, that I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.

Photography by Sasha Mademuaselle