I love you... I love you and I can say it over and over again. I love you and I can shout it to the sky, to the earth and whisper it into the air. I love you so much that I could follow you to the end of the world and maybe much more. I love you and I know if you could stay with me you would. I love you because I know you love me too. You have come to love me when before you didn't even know how to love me. You made love to me so many times it's amazing that before you didn't even know how to hold me. I love you because every night before I go to sleep I am already dreaming that I am by your side and every morning I wake up with a smile on my face just feeling your existence still here, close to me. I love you because I would always bet on you. I love you so much that you make my world, my eyes, my heart magical. I love you so much, I can't let you go, not yet, not like this. I love you and I promise you ...I promise you for all the good things I have, have had and will have that I will be there by your side, the day of your debut. I will be right there, in front of you, in the audience. I will find myself clapping and shouting your name, the funny thing is that only I will know how good you feel the moment I shout ‘’James’’ . Only I will know the progress from a 15 year old boy who wanted to sing, to a 19/20 year old man who now truly does, only I will be aware of the heart you put into singing in my room and the heart you will now put into singing to all of London, and I thank you for it. Well, that exclusivity. No one will ever take it away from me. Thank you for teaching me that you can look and not lie. I love you and I promise that sooner or later, I will find you again.

I love you and so I can't say your real name, but tonight I'll settle for calling you “James”. Maybe this way, this may not be completely real.

Photography by Bill Dane