The Echo of What I Ask For 

I walk against the wind, feeling my body clothe itself in tremor. I have lost my lucidity amid the dazzling, strange lights of this city. 

Taking long, heavy, unsteady steps, echoing on concrete and fallen leaves. I contemplate the dirty horizon, unrecognizable. I foretell a fractured ending, perhaps wounded.

An affection that came undone like the broken light of dusk, disappearing in several unknown directions. Complete senselessness, unleashed fury, swollen with doubt.

I was then disaster embodied in human form, melancholy made figure, the face of an anguished buzzing. A voice sighing its imprisoned penumbra.

How much violence in your silence. 

Take away the vertiginous abyss that vibrates beneath my feet. The loneliness that covers me like a blanket. My weariness is wrathful. Fill this vacant field with the faint presence of your hands. 

With my head on the edge of a dream and my eyes half closed, I feel my legs float. I cling on with what little nails I have, fingers bleeding. Until suddenly becoming nothing.

Photography by Rafael Moguel Martínez