I once lived dead

And I wonder if it will be worth it, if it will really be worth it to waste time that we don't have to spare, to live scared, locked up, without love. I wonder if it will be effective, if it is really better not to live for a year. Maybe the best thing is exactly the opposite, maybe the best thing is to go out with my friends, to go partying, a girls' night out, a concert, a trip to the beach, to be happy, to be free, but with the risk of losing everything at any moment.

Only destiny knows what is right, only destiny knows if tomorrow the world ends, and the time we had left is wasted as prisoners of our home, only destiny knows if in a year life will be again as we knew it, and then all this will have been worth it.