You do not know
the rapture that for me has been
to learn of its spherical existence
you do not know that
although I would like to say to you: madam
instead I tell you: suripanta- gaznápira- ceporra
grievances of which I was previously unaware
go to
I do not know if from my mouth
or my intestine
starts as a hiccup and ends in melancholy
also: lechugina- stolida- crabs
it is from time to time that for my guts
blasphemy is an amendment.
I don't have the...
libitum
(so to speak)
to know her facie ad faciem
I don't know if it is really among your graces
is to be one: pacata - cosiaca - mamacallos
it is this involuntary movement of my diaphragm
that repeats itself
more or less at regular intervals
verraca- merdellona- zurulla
excuse me, but in an oversight
I have taken the spirit out of the tongue
to give it to the viscera.
Hogaño
that I know of its disoriented existence
a part of me ceased to exist
(even if it is not
so precisely because of
your metomentodo existence)
I am left with a bird wound
that has hurt me
has broken me
has kept me awake at night
and even the desire to eat fritters
you ignore what it has been for me
say goodbye to its non-existence
bufa- felóna- sorimba
that half of my heart is inclined to loathe her
and the other half to want to forget it
excuse me: uncouth - perfidious - samuga
it's my hiccups, my ego, my wounded feminism
the speaker
I do not know these words
neither do you: zullenca.
Maybe one day
when we are Norwegian
we will enjoy a coffee together
while the children play
For the time being, I have already started
their dull eyes
(symbolically of course)
and I have placed them in front of my broken heart.
I doctrine lukewarmness and uneasiness to him
I confess my great crime
detest it
I trust the wind to carry my grievances
up to their ears
for the moment
it is my duty to return to you: sebuda-ladrona
his dagger
and if you condemn my discourtesy
also blame his boldness
that if my boldness is excessive
your arbitrium was not fair.
Photography by Igor Baranchuk
Taróloga, therapist, mother of two. She has published the poetry books “play, pausa, rec, mute”, “antidiario de un ama de casa”, “fragmentitos de un discurso amorosito” and “luta”.