Missing bullet

What were you thinking

when you took the gun,

you kissed me with your eyes

and your finger made love to the trigger?

I was thinking of Bridgette Bardot naked.

and in the noise your feet make

when you walk and you are happy.

We hit each other in the mother

and we still love each other.

We want to kill each other,

we want to disintegrate

and we want to be reborn

being a retrofuturistic plant

that will look great in the living room of your bedroom.

where you read your favorite books

and you think of all the chaos you haven't caused yet.

You are a loose cannon

but you know very well

that you are going to impact me.

Your breath makes the world go round

that forms in my brain.

What were you thinking when you picked up the gun

and you decided to leave me alive

so that I would always think of you?

Photography by Martin Canova