I’m not very good at expressing my emotions.
I can find the right words to say,
but for some reason I can’t speak them out loud.
Sometimes I think I want to tell you how I feel,
or maybe show you these poems I’ve written you.
But truth is I’m too scared.
The thought of you knowing how I feel
is absolutely terrifying.
I don’t want you to know
because I don’t want anything to change between us.
I am so happy,
and I don’t want to risk that.
So I’ll keep the words to myself
and the poems hidden
at least for a little while longer.
