{"id":201145,"date":"2026-03-01T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-03-01T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=201145"},"modified":"2026-06-09T05:11:21","modified_gmt":"2026-06-09T11:11:21","slug":"suerte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/suerte\/","title":{"rendered":"Luck"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I lack the energy for another battle. I let myself be dragged along by the feeling of defeat that leaves a bitter taste in my mouth and makes everything taste wrong. 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When they run into me in the hallway, they barely look at me; I could even say I\u2019ve come to miss their teenage disdain, and that can only mean one thing: I am growing old, or worse, I am dying, and there is nothing I can do to remedy it, only move forward in death\u2019s footsteps, as life dictates.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do I give up? No. If I had intended to end it all, I would have done so long ago. 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