{"id":200306,"date":"2026-02-24T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-02-24T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=200306"},"modified":"2026-02-23T20:23:26","modified_gmt":"2026-02-24T02:23:26","slug":"como-desesperar-hasta-el-infinito","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/como-desesperar-hasta-el-infinito\/","title":{"rendered":"How to Despair to Infinity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>What pieces or projects have you been working on lately?<\/strong><br>I\u2019m writing and drawing for my next book, which I hope will be published in the middle of next year. I\u2019m also looking for agencies that want to represent my illustration work internationally, but it\u2019s complicated, so I\u2019m working a lot on my portfolio and networking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m also drawing for the new album by <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/soychicojorge\/\">Chico Jorge<\/a><\/strong> (Jordi Bastida), who has released three singles so far, and we\u2019ve designed the covers, animations, and, of course, the album cover coming out in November. I had never drawn for a music project before, so I\u2019m very happy about that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I collaborate intermittently with magazines such as <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/cinemania.es\/\">Cineman\u00eda<\/a><\/strong><\/em>, <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/eme21mag\/\">Eme21 Madrid<\/a><\/strong><\/em> and <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/el_cultural\/\">El Cultural<\/a><\/strong><\/em>. So over the past few months I\u2019ve also illustrated articles and covers. On a personal level, I\u2019ve been making portraits of people who inspire me, especially women writers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"819\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-819x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200310 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-768x960.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-1229x1536.jpg 1229w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1-10x12.jpg 10w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/2-1.jpg 1319w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 819px) 100vw, 819px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 819px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 819\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>What did you learn (or unlearn) while working on them?<\/strong><br>In recent months I\u2019ve learned to be more patient and to accept that there are work-related situations I can\u2019t control \u2014 for example, waiting times, limited budgets and clients, or not being the right fit for an illustration agency. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I try to remind myself daily that seeking inspiration, going to museums and exhibitions, reading, walking, searching, attending talks and courses, drawing without expectations, and experimenting are also part of my job. It\u2019s important to invest time in those things without feeling guilty for not being glued to a chair and a computer, or for not having immediate results.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"740\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-740x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200311 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-740x1024.jpg 740w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-217x300.jpg 217w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-768x1063.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-1110x1536.jpg 1110w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-1479x2048.jpg 1479w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/3-2-scaled.jpg 1849w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 740px) 100vw, 740px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 740px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 740\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>What words, ideas or emotions were going through your head?<\/strong><br>Right now I\u2019m researching the lives of <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/genres\/bronte-sisters\">the Bront\u00eb sisters<\/a><\/strong>; I\u2019m reading a lot about homes and daily rituals in the lives of creative women. So I suppose everyday furniture, domestic interiors, and personal objects that don\u2019t belong to me obsess me.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m also exploring the idea of \u201cdistortion\u201d<em> <\/em>as a state of reality. I think melancholy, falling in love, loneliness, fear, and obsessions \u2014 any of them \u2014 are states that distort and alter one\u2019s sense of time and space; everything becomes \u201ca little strange\"<em>,<\/em> and I live navigating that space. I draw many interiors where everything is normal, but not quite. I like that tension.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"835\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-835x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200312 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-835x1024.jpg 835w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-245x300.jpg 245w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-768x941.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-1253x1536.jpg 1253w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-1671x2048.jpg 1671w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/4-1-10x12.jpg 10w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 835px) 100vw, 835px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 835px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 835\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Were there any conversations, movies, music, or books that made their way into that work?<\/strong><br>All the time. In fact, I often draw nourishment from conversations with other creative friends who write and draw, and with whom I share ideas. There\u2019s a thinking space and bookstore in Barcelona called <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/crisicoop\/\">Crisi<\/a><\/strong> , which I attend for some wonderful monographic courses. I also watch many interviews and podcasts, which are conversations after all. I listen to <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/deformesemanalidealtotal\/\">Deforme Semanal<\/a><\/strong><\/em>, <em>the <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/ciberlocutorio_\/\">Ciberlocutorio<\/a><\/strong><\/em>, <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/punzadass\/\">Punzadas Sonoras<\/a><\/strong><\/em>, and interviews done by <em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/soyunapringadalol\/\">La Pringada<\/a><\/strong><\/em> in her treehouse. The latest one with <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/isabel.coixet\/\">Isabel Coixet<\/a><\/strong>, a director I adore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Music, film, and books always seep into my work. I recently rewatched <em>Aftersun<\/em>, by <a href=\"https:\/\/charlotte-wells.com\/\"><strong>Charlotte Wells<\/strong><\/a>, and drew about it. I also drew panels featuring the cover of <em>Carrie &amp; Lowell<\/em> from <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/sufjan\/\">Sufjan Stevens<\/a><\/strong>, an album I often take with me on walks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As for books, right now <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/author\/show\/163.Marguerite_Duras\">Marguerite Duras<\/a><\/strong>, <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/author\/show\/21582.Natalia_Ginzburg\">Natalia Ginzburg<\/a><\/strong>, and <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/author\/show\/6765.Virginia_Woolf\">Virginia Woolf <\/a><\/strong>are keeping me company in the studio. I\u2019m also reading <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/historia-arte.com\/artistas\/andy-warhol\">Andy Warhol<\/a><\/strong> with <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/book\/show\/31818.The_Philosophy_of_Andy_Warhol\"><em>The Philosophy of Andy Warhol (From A to B and Back Again)<\/em><\/a><\/strong>, which I carry in my bag because it\u2019s such a fun book \u2014 he reflects on art, laziness, the city, and fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"740\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-740x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200313 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-740x1024.jpg 740w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-217x300.jpg 217w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-768x1063.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-1110x1536.jpg 1110w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-1479x2048.jpg 1479w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/5-2-scaled.jpg 1849w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 740px) 100vw, 740px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 740px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 740\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>What's been the most difficult thing you've faced recently in your creative process?<\/strong><br>Without a doubt, apathy and discouragement about the profession. I\u2019ve had creative blocks \u2014 huge spirals of \u201cwhy this?\u201d or \u201cwhat for?\u201d \u2014 and in the end I do nothing. And the discouragement of not having many well-paid commissions is sometimes frustrating and exhausting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"724\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-724x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200314 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-724x1024.jpg 724w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-212x300.jpg 212w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-768x1086.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-1086x1536.jpg 1086w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-1448x2048.jpg 1448w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-8x12.jpg 8w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/6-1-scaled.jpg 1811w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 724px) 100vw, 724px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 724px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 724\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>What is your favorite restaurant and what do you recommend we order?<\/strong><br>I currently live in Barcelona, and there\u2019s a fabulous Greek restaurant I often go to called <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/elmagranerboig\/\">El Magraner Boig<\/a><\/strong>. It has a vegetarian menu, and in particular there\u2019s an incredible moussaka and some delicious zucchini and mint meatballs. The place is spacious and very pleasant to spend time in. I recommend it!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"764\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-764x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200315 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-764x1024.jpg 764w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-768x1029.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-1146x1536.jpg 1146w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-1528x2048.jpg 1528w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/10-scaled.jpg 1910w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 764px) 100vw, 764px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 764px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 764\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>If your life were a movie this month, what would it be called and who would write the soundtrack?<\/strong><br>This month\u2019s film would be called\u2026 <em>September, or How to Despair into Infinity.<\/em> It would be a long tracking shot of me sitting in my studio, staring into space with my Gmail inbox open on the computer screen, everything almost paralyzed. It would be directed by <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/chantalakerman.foundation\/\">Chantal Akerman<\/a><\/strong>, and the soundtrack would be by <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/artist\/4lYtGx5NZQJHsMyhHc5iz3?si=gRUrWMt9TJCmEexTdBYw_Q\">The Cramps<\/a><\/strong>Something frantic and anxiety-inducing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"724\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-724x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-200316 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-724x1024.jpg 724w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-212x300.jpg 212w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-768x1086.jpg 768w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-1086x1536.jpg 1086w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-1448x2048.jpg 1448w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-8x12.jpg 8w, https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/11-scaled.jpg 1811w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 724px) 100vw, 724px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 724px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 724\/1024;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Recommend us an artist you follow who inspires you, and tell us what you like most about their work or their way of working.<\/strong><br>I closely follow the videos of <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/frannerd\/\">Fran Meneses<\/a><\/strong>, a Chilean artist and illustrator based in New York. She shares her reflections, travels, daily vlogs, creative processes, and walks around Manhattan on her YouTube and Instagram profiles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I like her because she is very honest and realistic when addressing drawing as a profession: she explains how creative blocks affect her, what inspires her, and the conclusions she reaches. 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