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Sab\u00eda<\/strong> que ya no era el, pero me aferraba
\nComo lo hago con las drogas<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Esperando que el\u00a0 o el destino rompieran mi coraz\u00f3n, con una sola palabra o acto.<\/p>\n

Encerrada en mi trinchera emocional<\/p>\n

Decid\u00ed creer<\/strong> ,por soledad.
\nLa amargura\u00a0 y desolaci\u00f3n suelen guiarme.
\nA mi criatura incompleta, renazco c\u00edclicamente de\u00a0 \u00a0mi luto ,mi lucha interna.<\/p>\n

Por momentos, siento esa sensaci\u00f3n liberadora ,<\/strong>que me da el consumir o tu amor.
\nY luego me precipit\u00f3.
\nEnvuelta en mentiras<\/strong>.
\nCaigo en brazos\u00a0 an\u00f3nimos
\nY mi cuerpo\u00a0<\/strong> siente el impacto\u00a0 de todo\u00a0 aquello\u00a0 que di por concluido<\/strong>.
\nVuelvo\u00a0 a ese ritual c\u00edclico<\/strong> de romance y la ilusi\u00f3n.
\nLuego me encuentro\u00a0a m\u00ed misma<\/strong>,<\/p>\n

recostada en el suelo,<\/p>\n

sintiendo los efectos de las sustancias, de tu “amor”,\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

y me desespero y el p\u00e1nico me invade<\/strong><\/p>\n

y quiero dejar<\/strong> de hacerlo,pero solo\u00a0 lo vuelvo a inhalar.<\/p>\n

Photography by Abel Iba\u00f1ez G.<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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A mi criatura incompleta, renazco c\u00edclicamente de\u00a0 \u00a0mi luto ,mi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2302,"featured_media":177348,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-177209","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"\nbihotz hautsia - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/bihotz-hautsia\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"bihotz hautsia - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Sab\u00eda que ya no era el, pero me aferraba Como lo hago con las drogas. 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