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\u201cI know that what I say will not hurt you, for you never felt what I felt for you; I was so used to your rancor that I mistook it for love.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

A lot without writing. Maybe also a long time without being invaded by so many thoughts and emotions. Sometimes, like today, I wonder how far I have really come in terms of mental health.<\/p>\n

I am still undecided, with intervals of very intense feelings, insecure. I know I have made progress in some things, but in others not as much as I would like.<\/p>\n

I think it helped to cry for a few seconds and what I want now is just to sleep. I'm just a bad attempt at an adult who lives tired.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“S\u00e9 que lo que diga no te va a herir, pues t\u00fa nunca sentiste lo que yo por ti; estaba tan acostumbrada a tu rencor que lo confund\u00ed con amor” Mucho sin escribir. Tal vez tambi\u00e9n mucho sin ser invadida por tantos pensamientos y emociones. 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