I need to remind myself that I didn’t love you.<\/p>\n
I loved an idea of you;
\na mirage created by your insecurities
\nand my blind trust
\nto believe any fairytale
\nthat walks in to my life.<\/p>\n
The truth is I never knew you the way that you knew me.
\nI let you see me for the first time and felt a new type of vulnerability.<\/p>\n
But what did you show me, darling?<\/p>\n
I know your sense of humor
\nand I know what brings you pleasure,
\nbut I’ll never know what scares you
\nor what makes you feel safe.
\nI’ll never know what was the happiest day or your life
\n…or the worst.<\/p>\n
I’ll never understand why you fall
\nso fast and so hard at first,
\nonly to scare yourself with the intensity of your own emotions.
\nI’ll never understand why,
\nfrom seemingly one day to another,
\nyou no longer loved me.<\/p>\n
I may know that your favorite color is green,
\nbut the only other thing I can say is true,
\nis I fell in love with a man I never really knew.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I need to remind myself that I didn’t love you. I loved an idea of you; a mirage created by your insecurities and my blind trust to believe any fairytale that walks in to my life. The truth is I never knew you the way that you knew me. I let you see me for […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7394,"featured_media":174200,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7997],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-173402","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-textos"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"\n