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I’m not very good at expressing my emotions.
\nI can find the right words to say,
\nbut for some reason I can’t speak them out loud.<\/p>\n

Sometimes I think I want to tell you how I feel,
\nor maybe show you these poems I’ve written you.<\/p>\n

But truth is I’m too scared.<\/p>\n

The thought of you knowing how I feel
\nis absolutely terrifying.<\/p>\n

I don’t want you to know
\nbecause I don’t want anything to change between us.<\/p>\n

I am so happy,
\nand I don’t want to risk that.<\/p>\n

So I’ll keep the words to myself
\nand the poems hidden<\/p>\n

at least for a little while longer.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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