I wonder if you’ll change your mind.<\/p>\n
Maybe you’ll realize
\nthis isn’t really worth it.<\/p>\n
Or I’m not really worth it.<\/p>\n
What do you see
\nwhen you look at me?<\/p>\n
A sweet girl
\nwho loves coffee
\nand complaining?<\/p>\n
A hopeless romantic
\nwho leans in to every
\ntouch, kiss and hug
\nwith a big smile on her face,
\nbut is too scared to ask for any
\nout of fear of rejection?<\/p>\n
Do you only see the part of me
\nthat laughs at every little joke
\nand loves sunsets and animals?<\/p>\n
Or do you actually see my other side?
\nThe one that stays up at night
\nworrying, wondering
\n“will I ever be good enough?”<\/p>\n
Do you notice how I tear up
\nwhenever you make me feel loved,
\nor wanted or happy
\nbecause I’m not used to feeling that way?<\/p>\n
Can you see the fear in my eyes
\neverything you tell me you love me?
\nCan you hear the knot in my throat
\nevery time I say it back?<\/p>\n
You have no idea, my love.<\/p>\n
I’m not just some girl
\nwho laughs a lot
\nand spends her days reading romance novels.<\/p>\n
I’m a lot more broken than I seem.<\/p>\n
And when you see it, too
\nyou’ll change your mind about me
\nand realize I’m just not worth it.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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