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Me emociona saber que volver\u00e1s para hacer un desmadre en mis emociones, que cuando no quieras saber nada de mi desaparezcas una semana, y despu\u00e9s de que tu baja autoestima no te deje dormir, regreses conmigo a decirme algo bonito y despu\u00e9s algo como: estas loca, s\u00f3lo quieres llamar la atenci\u00f3n<\/em>, \u00fanicamente para volver a subir tu ego.<\/p>\n

La diferencia entre t\u00fa y yo es que yo cumplo mis promesas. Puedes hacerme mierda las veces que quieras y, lastimosamente, aqu\u00ed estar\u00e9, estar\u00e9 hasta el momento en el que mi coraz\u00f3n se detenga de la flojera que le das, cuando simplemente ya ni te me antojes.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que “date” hasta que ya no puedas m\u00e1s, hasta que ya no se te ocurra una mejor manera de hacerme sentir mal, experimenta conmigo, si quieres, vamos a ver quien se cansa m\u00e1s r\u00e1pido. \u00bfVa?<\/p>\n

Puedo llegar a ser un poco masoquista, pero hasta ese desmadre aburre, as\u00ed que… hazme llegar al \u00e9xtasis, te lo ruego.<\/p>\n

Photography by L\u00faa Oca\u00f1a.<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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