{"id":168216,"date":"2021-03-17T08:00:16","date_gmt":"2021-03-17T14:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=168216"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:09:58","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:09:58","slug":"confession-of-a-young-suicide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/confesion-de-un-joven-suicida\/","title":{"rendered":"Confesi\u00f3n de un joven suicida"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Andrea, dir\u00eda que no fue un accidente. Tropezar al bajar las escaleras, lo es.<\/p>\n<p>Me pregunto si la vida ser\u00eda m\u00e1s sencilla, sin tantos recuerdos en nuestra mente.<\/p>\n<p>Hoy no fui a trabajar. Tal vez porque me levant\u00e9 un poco triste. Es 23 de Marzo, tu cumplea\u00f1os.<\/p>\n<p>Tom\u00e9 el tren para ir al parque. Camin\u00e9 por la arboleda; iba imaginando las cosas que hicimos juntos. No es tan sencillo andar con estas cosas, hace falta hacer algo.<\/p>\n<p>Te sentaste junto a m\u00ed en el autob\u00fas aquella vez. Fue la primera vez que te vi. Me miraste y cantaste la canci\u00f3n que iba escuchando.<\/p>\n<p>Me preguntaste algo. \u00bfC\u00f3mo responderte? Si hasta ahora tengo dificultades para mirar a una mujer a los ojos sin ponerme nervioso. Le grit\u00e9 al conductor que se detuviera y baj\u00e9 del autob\u00fas sin darme cuenta de lo que hac\u00eda.<\/p>\n<p>Regularmente tomo el tren para ir al trabajo. Despu\u00e9s del incidente en el autob\u00fas, me encontraste en el tren y te sentaste junto a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Hola \u2014dijiste.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Hola \u2014respond\u00ed y no dije ni una palabra m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n<p>Creo que te desesper\u00f3 el silencio que empez\u00f3 a formarse alrededor nuestro o en verdad quer\u00edas conocerme, porque t\u00fa fuiste la que insisti\u00f3 en hablarme:<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Me llamo Andrea.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Sa\u00fal.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Bien, Sa\u00fal. \u00bfA d\u00f3nde vamos?<\/p>\n<p>Sin saberlo, me enamor\u00e9 de tu facilidad para conectar con la gente, de sonre\u00edr en cada mirada y de la paciencia que me tuviste.<\/p>\n<p>Si no fuera por ti, no conocer\u00eda esta ciudad. Contigo recorr\u00ed los cineclubs, los parques, helader\u00edas, karaokes y bares.<\/p>\n<p>Sal\u00ed del parque y, a lo lejos, escuch\u00e9 <em>Hong Kong<\/em>. S\u00e9 que es tu canci\u00f3n favorita. Me dej\u00e9 llevar por la m\u00fasica y llegu\u00e9 a un bar. Entr\u00e9, creyendo que estar\u00edas adentro, esper\u00e1ndome con un par de cervezas en la barra, que es el lugar en donde te gusta sentarte.<\/p>\n<p>No fue un accidente, m\u00e1s bien dir\u00eda que te aburriste de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>El trabajo de mecan\u00f3grafo es aburrido. Ahora me parece aburrido, como lo era antes de conocerte. T\u00fa me ense\u00f1aste a escribir las letras de la pasi\u00f3n con mis dedos. Te volviste mi hoja de papel. Mis labios se convirtieron en un teclado de c\u00e1lidos portatipos. Y en la cama, cuando me hablabas de tu d\u00eda, me preguntabas si te amaba, mir\u00e1ndome de tal forma que yo ten\u00eda que salir huyendo de ah\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Poco a poco cre\u00edste que mi timidez era otra cosa: falta de ganas o motivos, \u00a1pero yo s\u00ed te amaba!<\/p>\n<p>Andrea, yo dir\u00eda que la culpa fue m\u00eda por no saber enamorarte.<\/p>\n<p>Sal\u00ed del bar y camin\u00e9 de regreso a casa.<\/p>\n<p>Me pregunto si la falta de recuerdos nos har\u00eda m\u00e1s sencilla la vida. \u00bfC\u00f3mo podr\u00eda dejarlos en el parque o el bar? Si, en principio, eso fue lo que me trajo aqu\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Regularmente tomo el autob\u00fas para regresar a casa, pero creo que esta vez tomar\u00e9 el tren.<\/p>\n<p>Y si te lo preguntas, yo te am\u00e9 as\u00ed como se aman ciertas cosas: en silencio, despacito y con ternura.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/emilywind\/\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Em Bernatzky<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Andrea, dir\u00eda que no fue un accidente. Tropezar al bajar las escaleras, lo es. Me pregunto si la vida ser\u00eda m\u00e1s sencilla, sin tantos recuerdos en nuestra mente. Hoy no fui a trabajar. Tal vez porque me levant\u00e9 un poco triste. Es 23 de Marzo, tu cumplea\u00f1os. Tom\u00e9 el tren para ir al parque. 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