{"id":168148,"date":"2021-03-21T08:00:44","date_gmt":"2021-03-21T14:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=168148"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:09:55","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:09:55","slug":"el-dolor-es-senal-de-vida","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/el-dolor-es-senal-de-vida\/","title":{"rendered":"El dolor es se\u00f1al de vida"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>El forense entr\u00f3 por la puerta principal de la casa, era un tipo joven que no pasaba los treinta, ten\u00eda ojos obscuros,\u00a0una mirada poco expresiva y vac\u00eda, barba escasa y una delgadez que lo hac\u00eda ver demacrado. 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Ellos sal\u00edan, entraban, preguntaban, buscaban, ol\u00edan como si fueran perros sabuesos, escrutaban todo, hojeaban tus libros, tus cuadernos, analizaban tu espacio, me miraban de reojo, y\u00a0 fue en uno de esos momentos donde el forense exclam\u00f3, con una voz s\u00f3rdida: &#8220;fue un accidente&#8221;; como si eso supusiera un alivio, al final el resultado era el mismo.<\/p>\n<p>El forense sali\u00f3 de la habitaci\u00f3n con sus asistentes, encendi\u00f3 un cigarro, me entreg\u00f3 unos papeles, me pidi\u00f3 una firma, me atraves\u00f3 con la mirada. Sin ninguna emoci\u00f3n, camin\u00f3 por el pasillo, soltando bocanadas de humo, dej\u00e1ndome sola con la presencia de la muerte.<\/p>\n<p>Pero, yo te amaba tanto que no me mov\u00ed de ah\u00ed, s\u00f3lo\u00a0 sent\u00eda en el cuerpo una herida que no sangraba, v\u00e9rtigo, n\u00e1useas y\u00a0el dolor infinito de tu partida.\u00a0Me qued\u00e9 helada, sola,\u00a0con un vac\u00edo en el alma, con la mirada triste y\u00a0apagada, inmersa en alg\u00fan lugar remoto e inexistente, entre recuerdos como la primera vez que escuchamos juntos <em>Hong Kong<\/em> de Gorillaz. Fue en ese momento cuando una nube negra entr\u00f3 en mi ser, como cuando en los c\u00f3mics los superh\u00e9roes descubren sus poderes. Lo m\u00edo no era as\u00ed, ya no importaba nada. Algo cambi\u00f3 en mi, desde entonces\u00a0y hasta ahora, esa nube est\u00e1 conmigo, a veces es negra o\u00a0gris, pero hay momentos donde es luz infinita que pinta un arco\u00edris de colores que me inspira e ilumina, y comprendo que el dolor siempre es se\u00f1al de vida.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nPhotography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/pawlikdoc\/\">Coastal Driver<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>El forense entr\u00f3 por la puerta principal de la casa, era un tipo joven que no pasaba los treinta, ten\u00eda ojos obscuros,\u00a0una mirada poco expresiva y vac\u00eda, barba escasa y una delgadez que lo hac\u00eda ver demacrado. 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