{"id":165567,"date":"2021-01-23T10:18:59","date_gmt":"2021-01-22T23:18:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=165567"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:10:22","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:10:22","slug":"rose-and-blue","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/rose-and-blue\/","title":{"rendered":"Rose and blue"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Aquella noche larga y oscura llegamos al bar. Yo no te conoc\u00eda ni t\u00fa a m\u00ed. Antes de eso nunca nos hab\u00edamos imaginado. Yo estaba molesto, triste, cansado. La vida no me daba m\u00e1s. Ella me consum\u00eda pero no pod\u00eda dejarla, a\u00fan la amaba. Necesitaba seguir, darme un respiro.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fa llegaste llorando, pediste una copa. Te vi a lo lejos: una mujer como ninguna otra. Hermosa, incre\u00edble. Me cost\u00f3 trabajo imaginar a una mujer como t\u00fa de esa manera.<\/p>\n<p>Analizaba tus movimientos, ve\u00eda c\u00f3mo limpiabas el maquillaje, c\u00f3mo corr\u00edan tus l\u00e1grimas y tus labios se deshac\u00edan en el alcohol.<\/p>\n<p>En alg\u00fan lugar, en alg\u00fan momento, alguien te hab\u00eda hecho demasiado da\u00f1o.<\/p>\n<p>Ser\u00eda imposible haberle hecho a alguien tanto da\u00f1o y ahora estabas aqu\u00ed, llorando por algo o por alguien.<\/p>\n<p>Sonaba la m\u00fasica. Tanta gente entre nosotros y nadie se daba cuenta de lo que estaba pasando.<\/p>\n<p>De pronto suena la canci\u00f3n de mi boda, aquella hermosa canci\u00f3n que siempre baile con la mujer de mi vida, ahora suena aqu\u00ed y yo estoy destrozado, muerto por dentro.<\/p>\n<p>Comienzo a llorar, ya no resisto m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n<p>Veo que te acercas, me das un trozo de papel para limpiar mi dolor, es imposible que alguien encuentre una persona m\u00e1s rota que ella en el mismo lugar. Me das la mano, me invitas a bailar.<\/p>\n<p>Ninguno de los dos dice algo, las palabras sobran, no son relevantes mientras el momento pasa lentamente.<\/p>\n<p>No quiero conocer tu nombre ni el motivo de tu tristeza y t\u00fa no quieres conocer mi nombre ni el motivo de mi dolor.<\/p>\n<p>Caminamos a la pista mientras mi canci\u00f3n avanza lentamente.<\/p>\n<p>Ya nada es relevante, ya nada importa.<\/p>\n<p>Entre t\u00fa y yo no habr\u00e1 una historia de amor, no habr\u00e1 un ma\u00f1ana porque a ti no te amo. T\u00fa no eres la mujer de mi vida. Yo para ti ser\u00e9 solo aquel que llor\u00f3 en un bar.<\/p>\n<p>Te tomo de la mano y comenzamos a bailar, siento tu respiraci\u00f3n, el llanto nos ha hecho suspirar, nos hemos destrozado.<\/p>\n<p>El baile es lento. Y la canci\u00f3n pareciera no terminar.<\/p>\n<p>Mi mente te pide que me ames. \u00c1mame solo est\u00e1 noche y ma\u00f1ana todo quedar\u00e1 en el olvido.<\/p>\n<p>A medida que avanza la canci\u00f3n nuestros cuerpos se funden en un abrazo como si no quisiera terminar.<\/p>\n<p>Encontramos en nosotros lo que el destino nos ha arrebatado o lo que nos ha tra\u00eddo hasta este lugar encontramos lo que se nos hab\u00eda negado.<\/p>\n<p>Qui\u00e9reme solo est\u00e1 noche, solo est\u00e1 canci\u00f3n. Y despu\u00e9s vete para ser felices, encontremos las ganas que nos han arrebatado.<\/p>\n<p>Mi canci\u00f3n va terminando y siento como t\u00fa cuerpo poco a poco se aleja de m\u00ed, tus dedos se resbalan de mis manos para dejarlas solas, te vas alejando mientras la canci\u00f3n termina. Nunca m\u00e1s sabr\u00e9 de ti. Nuestro amor nunca ser\u00e1 real, nunca ser\u00e1 posible pero al menos nos hemos curado.<\/p>\n<p>Te pierdo entre la gente para nunca m\u00e1s volverte a ver.<\/p>\n<p>Nunca supe tu nombre ni fue necesario. Lo \u00fanico que se es que me curaste para seguir amando a la mujer de mi vida. S\u00e9 que cure tu tristeza.<\/p>\n<p>No podr\u00e9 olvidar est\u00e1 noche. Te vas y te doy las gracias.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por darme la oportunidad de seguir amando a mi mujer.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"http:\/\/clorophotography.com\">Cloro<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aquella noche larga y oscura llegamos al bar. Yo no te conoc\u00eda ni t\u00fa a m\u00ed. Antes de eso nunca nos hab\u00edamos imaginado. Yo estaba molesto, triste, cansado. La vida no me daba m\u00e1s. Ella me consum\u00eda pero no pod\u00eda dejarla, a\u00fan la amaba. Necesitaba seguir, darme un respiro. T\u00fa llegaste llorando, pediste una copa. 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