{"id":163049,"date":"2020-11-11T08:38:52","date_gmt":"2020-11-10T21:38:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=163049"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:12:37","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:12:37","slug":"you-could-have-had-it-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/you-could-have-had-it-all\/","title":{"rendered":"You could have had it all"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Durante semanas no escribo nada. Meses, a\u00f1os. Pero de repente, hoy mientras como salpic\u00f3n cocinado por la abuela, otra vez hay algo. Como dice Thomas Bernhard: se sabe que estar solo es mucho m\u00e1s agradable, pero por otra parte, no se puede estar solo.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Despu\u00e9s de unos meses viajando sola, regreso a casa. Es plena pandemia, la soledad est\u00e1 cabrona<span class=\"hiddenGrammarError\">.<\/span> Decido verte despu\u00e9s de tanto tiempo. Nos vemos, nos damos, los cuerpos se fusionan, todo se quema como desde que nos conocemos.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Y esa es nuestra \u00faltima vez. Es mejor dejar fluir, t\u00fa est\u00e1s con alguien m\u00e1s, esto se queda atr\u00e1s. En mi cabeza suena <em><span class=\"hiddenSpellError\">What<\/span>\u00a0a\u00a0<\/em><span class=\"hiddenSpellError\"><em>Waste<\/em> de Sonic Youth:<\/span> <span class=\"hiddenSpellError\">you could have had it all.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/myheadhasexploded\/\">Ian Allaway<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Durante semanas no escribo nada. Meses, a\u00f1os. Pero de repente, hoy mientras como salpic\u00f3n cocinado por la abuela, otra vez hay algo. Como dice Thomas Bernhard: se sabe que estar solo es mucho m\u00e1s agradable, pero por otra parte, no se puede estar solo. Despu\u00e9s de unos meses viajando sola, regreso a casa. 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