{"id":162654,"date":"2020-11-09T15:14:02","date_gmt":"2020-11-09T04:14:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=162654"},"modified":"2022-08-31T00:06:40","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T05:06:40","slug":"now-that-i-know","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/now-that-i-know\/","title":{"rendered":"Now that I know"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lo \u00fanico que s\u00e9 con certeza es que los sentimientos rara vez son mutuos, as\u00ed que cuando son, deja todo (aunque creas que todo se quemaba), olvida las pertenencias y las expectativas; olvida los juegos, los dos d\u00edas que se toman para contestar s\u00f3lo para hacerte la &#8220;interesante&#8221;. Bullshit. Esto es todo.<\/p>\n<p>Esto es lo que el mundo entero est\u00e1 buscando y lo has encontrado por causalidad, por accidente, o destino. Ll\u00e1malo como quieras. As\u00ed que respira hondo, da un paso al frente y corre; crea alguna colisi\u00f3n como los planetas en el sistema de un sol a punto de morir al ritmo de Sonic Youth. Abr\u00e1zalo fuerte y con ambos brazos y deja todas las pinches reglas absurdas, y que las opiniones y el sentido com\u00fan se derrumben a tu alrededor. Porque esto es amor, y es todo tuyo.<\/p>\n<p>Cr\u00e9eme, te espera un novela estilo Thomas Bernhard; un viaje incre\u00edble, despu\u00e9s de todo, esto es lo \u00fanico que s\u00e9 con certeza.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/air_nastya\/\">Anastasia Boichuk<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lo \u00fanico que s\u00e9 con certeza es que los sentimientos rara vez son mutuos, as\u00ed que cuando son, deja todo (aunque creas que todo se quemaba), olvida las pertenencias y las expectativas; olvida los juegos, los dos d\u00edas que se toman para contestar s\u00f3lo para hacerte la &#8220;interesante&#8221;. 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