{"id":160390,"date":"2020-06-10T12:29:02","date_gmt":"2020-06-10T02:29:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=160390"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:13:25","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:13:25","slug":"insomnio-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/insomnio-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Insomnio"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Doy vueltas en la cama pensando <em>qu\u00e9 estar\u00e9 haciendo dentro de cinco a\u00f1os<\/em>, <em>c\u00f3mo le digo a mi amigo que su libro<\/em> &#8220;1968: el a\u00f1o que transform\u00f3 al mundo&#8221; <em>me aburri\u00f3.<\/em>\u00a0<em>\u00bfMe dejar\u00e1 de hablar?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>De pronto llegas t\u00fa a mi pensamiento y dices <em>un<\/em><span style=\"color: #333333;\"><em> dron nos espi\u00f3 por la ventana.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Me he vuelto como un personaje en una pel\u00edcula de Charlie Kaufman: vac\u00eda, solitaria y rutinaria. Quiero borrar de mi memoria tu rostro, y de paso borrar tambi\u00e9n el asco que le tengo a los r\u00e1banos.<\/p>\n<p>Acostada boca abajo, me pregunto <em>c\u00f3mo puedes dormir as\u00ed, c\u00f3mo puedes seguir conmigo. C\u00f3mo puedo permitirte que sigas conmigo<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Y luego: <em>\u00bfpero por qu\u00e9 no deber\u00edas estar a mi lado?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Est\u00e1s en mi pensamiento un 95%. El otro 5% soy yo misma sabote\u00e1ndome como siempre, de madrugada, cuando estamos cada quien en su cama.<\/p>\n<p>Si hubiera una manera de borrarme la memoria volver\u00eda a ti, sin asco a los r\u00e1banos y sin ese 5% de auto saboteo.<\/p>\n<p>Tal vez alg\u00fan d\u00eda puedas entender que la relaci\u00f3n conmigo misma es de odio\/amor, que no siempre estoy bien y que quiero seguir pensando en ti como ahora.<\/p>\n<p>Son casi las 6 am, creo que ya puedo dormir.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/auspices\/\">Richard P J Lambert<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Doy vueltas en la cama pensando qu\u00e9 estar\u00e9 haciendo dentro de cinco a\u00f1os, c\u00f3mo le digo a mi amigo que su libro &#8220;1968: el a\u00f1o que transform\u00f3 al mundo&#8221; me aburri\u00f3.\u00a0\u00bfMe dejar\u00e1 de hablar? De pronto llegas t\u00fa a mi pensamiento y dices un dron nos espi\u00f3 por la ventana. 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