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Doy vueltas en la cama pensando qu\u00e9 estar\u00e9 haciendo dentro de cinco a\u00f1os<\/em>, c\u00f3mo le digo a mi amigo que su libro<\/em> “1968: el a\u00f1o que transform\u00f3 al mundo” me aburri\u00f3.<\/em>\u00a0\u00bfMe dejar\u00e1 de hablar?<\/em><\/p>\n

De pronto llegas t\u00fa a mi pensamiento y dices un<\/em> dron nos espi\u00f3 por la ventana.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Me he vuelto como un personaje en una pel\u00edcula de Charlie Kaufman: vac\u00eda, solitaria y rutinaria. Quiero borrar de mi memoria tu rostro, y de paso borrar tambi\u00e9n el asco que le tengo a los r\u00e1banos.<\/p>\n

Acostada boca abajo, me pregunto c\u00f3mo puedes dormir as\u00ed, c\u00f3mo puedes seguir conmigo. C\u00f3mo puedo permitirte que sigas conmigo<\/em>.<\/p>\n

Y luego: \u00bfpero por qu\u00e9 no deber\u00edas estar a mi lado?<\/em><\/p>\n

Est\u00e1s en mi pensamiento un 95%. El otro 5% soy yo misma sabote\u00e1ndome como siempre, de madrugada, cuando estamos cada quien en su cama.<\/p>\n

Si hubiera una manera de borrarme la memoria volver\u00eda a ti, sin asco a los r\u00e1banos y sin ese 5% de auto saboteo.<\/p>\n

Tal vez alg\u00fan d\u00eda puedas entender que la relaci\u00f3n conmigo misma es de odio\/amor, que no siempre estoy bien y que quiero seguir pensando en ti como ahora.<\/p>\n

Son casi las 6 am, creo que ya puedo dormir.<\/p>\n

Photography by Richard P J Lambert<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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