{"id":159818,"date":"2020-06-06T09:19:32","date_gmt":"2020-06-05T23:19:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=159818"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:13:28","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:13:28","slug":"lo-he-hecho-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/lo-he-hecho-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Lo he hecho"},"content":{"rendered":"
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He despertado, despu\u00e9s de un gran y largo sue\u00f1o, veo que todav\u00eda sigo en este horrendo cuarto de hotel.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Veo que no ha cambiado nada, son las once de la ma\u00f1ana, necesito irme a casa despu\u00e9s de todo lo que ha pasado, necesito ver a mi mam\u00e1 y darle un gran abrazo.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Tal vez llorar a sus pies por qu\u00e9 he cometido muchos errores, le dar\u00e9 las gracias por la vida y las ense\u00f1anzas que me ha dado.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Me dirijo al ba\u00f1o. La puerta est\u00e1 atorada no abre, no cede. Escucho a una chica tocar la puerta principal de la rec\u00e1mara, le hablo, parece que ella no me escucha. Pero como es posible que no me escuche si estoy pegado a la puerta.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Ella grita. Grita mi nombre, grita muy fuerte est\u00e1 desesperada,me est\u00e1 espantando, no se por que grita si estoy junto a la puerta, si le escucho bastante bien.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Escucho que empieza a llorar, pero por qu\u00e9 llora si no me conoce<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Es m\u00e1s por qu\u00e9 sabe mi nombre? Por qu\u00e9 llora si nadie llora por mi por qu\u00e9 tanta desesperaci\u00f3n para abrir una maldita puerta. Le he dicho cientos de veces que estoy bien, aunque yo tampoco puedo abrir la puerta ya es demasiado tarde y necesito irme, seguro mam\u00e1 ha de estar preocupada.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Escucho mi tel\u00e9fono sonar en el ba\u00f1o pero que tonto soy al dejarlo ah\u00ed. Me conozco y mi tel\u00e9fono siempre estar\u00eda conmigo, seguro es mi mam\u00e1 que me busca.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Trato de abrir la puerta del ba\u00f1o y no puedo, empiezo a llorar por qu\u00e9 estoy encerrado. Estoy llorando como un ni\u00f1o.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Escucho la voz del hombre que me ha atendido la noche de ayer, el que me dio las llaves de est\u00e1 rec\u00e1mara de la cu\u00e1l ahora no puedo salir.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Yo, sigo llorando en la orilla de la cama mientras ellos forcejean con la puerta, logran entrar la chica que me hablaba llora desconsolada.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Me buscan por todos lados, acaso no me ven? Aqu\u00ed estoy.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Oye!!!! Aqu\u00ed estoy. Estoy bien. Que acaso no me ves<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Estoy aqu\u00ed en la cama. Nadie me ve, pero acaso esto es un juego? Por qu\u00e9 me hacen esto.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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basta con su rid\u00edculo juego.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Escuchan mi tel\u00e9fono y se dirigen al ba\u00f1o, ella abraza mi sudadera y menciona repetidas veces el por qu\u00e9. Por qu\u00e9 y m\u00e1s por qu\u00e9<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Estoy espantado. Que paso? Que hice?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Yo no he hecho nada para que una desconocida este as\u00ed. Es m\u00e1s ni la conozco.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Han abierto la puerta del ba\u00f1o<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Lo encontramos, gritan repetidas veces. Ella corre al ba\u00f1o yo voy detr\u00e1s y…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Lo he hecho…<\/p>\n

Photography by Richard P J Lambert<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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