{"id":158899,"date":"2020-04-28T04:09:48","date_gmt":"2020-04-27T18:09:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=158899"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:14:36","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:14:36","slug":"b-ya-e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/b-ya-e\/","title":{"rendered":"B.(Y)A.E."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Odio morir de ti, \u00bfsabes?<br \/>\nTal vez el problema fue enamorarme de alguien que solo me amaba cuando estaba aburrida. Enamorarme de alguien sin alma, sin sentido de la responsabilidad.<br \/>\nTuve que callarme todo para no mostrarte cu\u00e1nto me dol\u00eda porque te quer\u00eda.Tuve que cortar mis alas, mis sue\u00f1os, mis esperanzas para no seguir el rumbo que tu llevabas.<br \/>\nEs dif\u00edcil tomar una decisi\u00f3n, m\u00e1s cuando de la decisi\u00f3n dependen dos corazones, no quiero lastimarte, as\u00ed como no quiero que me lastimes, yo quiero tu felicidad, pero tambi\u00e9n quiero ser feliz, quiero que est\u00e9s bien, as\u00ed como tambi\u00e9n yo quiero estar bien, \u00bfme entiendes? As\u00ed se hacen las cosas.<br \/>\nC\u00f3mo es posible que me preguntes que por qu\u00e9 cambi\u00e9, cuando tuve que ver c\u00f3mo te enamorabas de alguien m\u00e1s.<br \/>\nCuando hac\u00edamos el amor tu dec\u00edas que yo no pod\u00eda hacerte m\u00eda, pero porque quer\u00edas mi cuerpo y no mi coraz\u00f3n. T\u00fa quer\u00edas un frenes\u00ed de besos, yo quer\u00eda una mirada, t\u00fa deseabas lujuria y yo mil sentimientos.<br \/>\nNo puedo arreglar todos tus problemas&#8230;<br \/>\nPuedo ayudarte, pero no decidir por ti.<br \/>\nPues si decidiste irte se valiente para afrontar las consecuencias de cada decisi\u00f3n.<br \/>\nAmar a alguien no es como en los juegos que si pierdes y cada quien se va a su casa o si ya te aburriste ya solo dices \u201cya no quiero\u201d y te vas&#8230;<br \/>\nAmar significa responsabilidad, ser consciente de que todo tiene consecuencias buenas o malas. Amar no es solo besos y abrazos, amar es superar cualquier obst\u00e1culo juntos, no que te vayas a pensarlo un rato y regreses como si nada a mi vida pensando que yo te espere, al contrario, yo estaba olvid\u00e1ndote. \u00bfEn serio crees que te esperar\u00e9?, \u00bfcu\u00e1nto?, \u00bftres meses? Porque ese es tu amor c\u00edclico, tu amor menguante, tu amor enrevesado\u2026 as\u00ed funcionas.<br \/>\nYo tom\u00e9 una decisi\u00f3n, fui adulto, fui determinante, supe lo que no quiero en mi vida y no te quiero en ella. Yo s\u00ed s\u00e9 lo que quiero.<br \/>\nY no te dir\u00e9 que sal\u00ed corriendo a buscar a alguien que me amara, porque esa persona la tengo frente al espejo, m\u00e1s bien que alguien me encontr\u00f3 sonriendo a la vida porque ya no estabas y quiso sonre\u00edr a mi lado.<br \/>\nAhora el amor me llama y solo queda obedecer, por fin el cielo se hizo visible ante mis ojos cuando mis l\u00e1grimas se secaron.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/camerafilmlens\/\">Camerafilmlens<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Odio morir de ti, \u00bfsabes? Tal vez el problema fue enamorarme de alguien que solo me amaba cuando estaba aburrida. Enamorarme de alguien sin alma, sin sentido de la responsabilidad. Tuve que callarme todo para no mostrarte cu\u00e1nto me dol\u00eda porque te quer\u00eda.Tuve que cortar mis alas, mis sue\u00f1os, mis esperanzas para no seguir el [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6953,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-158899","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.7 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>B.(Y)A.E. - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/b-ya-e\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"B.(Y)A.E. - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Odio morir de ti, \u00bfsabes? 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