{"id":157685,"date":"2020-04-14T23:41:27","date_gmt":"2020-04-14T13:41:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=157685"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:08:42","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:08:42","slug":"lo-que-trae-el-amor-propio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/lo-que-trae-el-amor-propio\/","title":{"rendered":"Lo que trae el amor propio"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Para ser sinceros s\u00ed quer\u00eda tener ese jard\u00edn e intentar d\u00eda a d\u00eda que las flores no murieran, y que los \u00e1rboles dieran frutos, y ver cada a\u00f1o las nochebuenas.<\/p>\n<p>Quer\u00eda intentar, aunque s\u00e9 de sobra que las flores no son lo m\u00edo y que ni los cactus me sonr\u00eden.<br \/>\nQuer\u00eda intentar una vida con \u00e9l aunque desde los primeros d\u00edas juntos supe que iba a hacerme da\u00f1o aprovech\u00e1ndose.<\/p>\n<p>\u00bfPuedes ver en mis ojos c\u00f3mo me sent\u00eda? Y, \u00bfrecuerdas que mi piel dej\u00f3 ver los huesos como protesta? Ayer record\u00e9 como me sent\u00ed el d\u00eda en que me bes\u00f3 delante de su novia, pero a escondidas. \u00a1Qu\u00e9 vida! Pero quer\u00eda vivirla.<\/p>\n<p>Porque a su lado no era yo, era lo que \u00e9l quer\u00eda que fuera, siempre a la sombra, y fue c\u00f3modo, y doloroso. Si me preguntan, soy experta en reprimir lo que siento.<br \/>\nPara ser sinceros, imagin\u00e9 la vida con \u00e9l que yo no quer\u00eda, en la que no ser\u00eda feliz, en la que no podr\u00eda ser mujer, o ser simplemente yo.<\/p>\n<p>Cuando se fue, lo que doli\u00f3 fue deshacerme de los ideales, y el reproche de mis pocas defensas a sus golpes eternos. No hab\u00eda nada en \u00e9l que lo hiciera digno de mi amor, y a\u00fan as\u00ed lo am\u00e9. Me esforc\u00e9 en ser lo que \u00e9l quer\u00eda, en darle lo que ped\u00eda, en hacerlo feliz, pero nunca fue suficiente. Porque yo no era qui\u00e9n esperaba, porque no quer\u00eda ser esa que \u00e9l so\u00f1aba, y \u00e9l lo sab\u00eda, y yo, a pesar de que lo intentaba cada ma\u00f1ana, lo sab\u00eda.<\/p>\n<p>Para ser sinceros, le deseo lo mejor, y s\u00e9 que la mujer con qui\u00e9n comparte la cama y los buenos d\u00edas va a darle todo eso que yo no pod\u00eda. S\u00e9 que ella es capaz y siempre, los tres, supimos que se merec\u00edan. Yo no iba a regar las flores, ni a darle el amor que buscaba.<\/p>\n<p>Nunca antes, despu\u00e9s de vaciarme de amor, me hab\u00eda sentido tan conforme conmigo. En el espejo ahora puedo ver que soy luz y calor, que soy amor, pero amor propio. Trabajo en romper las expectativas que otros crean para mi. La \u00fanica vida que quiero vivir es \u00e9sta, a paso lento y yo atr\u00e1s y adelante de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Photographers: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/fillesurlepont\/\">Cecilia G\u00f3mez de Villaved\u00f3n<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Para ser sinceros s\u00ed quer\u00eda tener ese jard\u00edn e intentar d\u00eda a d\u00eda que las flores no murieran, y que los \u00e1rboles dieran frutos, y ver cada a\u00f1o las nochebuenas. Quer\u00eda intentar, aunque s\u00e9 de sobra que las flores no son lo m\u00edo y que ni los cactus me sonr\u00eden. 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