{"id":156447,"date":"2020-03-22T13:19:10","date_gmt":"2020-03-22T02:19:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=156447"},"modified":"2026-06-10T11:16:14","modified_gmt":"2026-06-10T17:16:14","slug":"kokain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/kokain\/","title":{"rendered":"Kokain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Semanas despu\u00e9s de que cancelara la salida al cine para ver la pel\u00edcula de estreno con Oliver, este me volvi\u00f3 a buscar y fue con una llamada breve, me pregunt\u00f3 si nos pod\u00edamos ver.<\/p>\n<p>Yo no ten\u00eda nada mejor que hacer, as\u00ed que le dije que llegara a mi casa cuando quisiera.<\/p>\n<p>No pasaron ni quince minutos cuando el sujeto ya estaba tocando a mi puerta, entr\u00f3, lo primero que hizo fue darme un beso en la mejilla y preguntarme que como estaba.<\/p>\n<p>-\u00abBien\u00bb- le contest\u00e9 mientras sacaba una cerveza del refri.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u00abOye, necesito que hablemos, despu\u00e9s de que me cancelaras la \u00faltima vez por estar en la peda me qued\u00e9 pensando en que si fueras mi novia podr\u00eda ayudarte a superar tus adicciones, empezando por la coca\u00edna\u00bb-.<\/p>\n<p>Me enoj\u00e9 un poco. \u00abNo s\u00e9 cu\u00e1ntas veces te tengo que decir que no podemos estar juntos, adem\u00e1s el ser pareja no me va a solucionar nada\u00bb. -Le dije mientras encend\u00eda mi cigarrillo en el balc\u00f3n del depa.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9l comenz\u00f3 a hablar y hacer ademanes con las manos, se ve que quiere llorar, pero no lo escucho, solo me concentro en disfrutar mi \u00faltimo cigarro deseando que fuera una l\u00ednea o dos de coca\u00edna, adem\u00e1s la vista desde aqu\u00ed es hermosa y la cerveza est\u00e1 muy fr\u00eda.<\/p>\n<p>Eso me recuerda que hace 15 d\u00edas no me doy el lujo de aspirar ese polvo porque me corrieron de mi trabajo, dicen que llegu\u00e9 ebria y me agarr\u00e9 a putazos con un comensal porque no me dej\u00f3 propina.<\/p>\n<p>Ni siquiera lo recuerdo y me lo reprocho d\u00eda a d\u00eda, no por lo que se supone que hice, sino porque ser\u00eda una buena historia para contarle a los nietos de alguien m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n<p>Como sea, en este inter Oliver me pregunta que si lo estoy escuchando.<\/p>\n<p>-Rayos, no lo estoy escuchando en absoluto-. Pienso para mis adentros.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>\u00abS\u00ed, te escucho fuerte y claro\u00bb &#8211; Le contest\u00e9 mientras lo miraba de reojo.<\/li>\n<li>\u00abPues no parece, Emilia. Pareciera que siempre me ignoras, es como si estuviera hablando solo, te quiero mucho y no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 m\u00e1s hacer para que te des cuenta\u00bb- Me dice en tono triste y enojado a la vez.<\/li>\n<li>\u00abEse el pedo, Oliver, yo no te quiero, no te he correspondido nunca y lo sabes, en vez de alejarte lo \u00fanico que haces es presionarme para que yo te quiera y las cosas no son as\u00ed, ya d\u00e9jame en paz\u00bb- Le grit\u00e9 fuerte mientras le se\u00f1alaba con mi dedo el camino hacia la puerta.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Cuando no consumo coca me pongo de malas muy f\u00e1cilmente y aguantar pendejos me revienta.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9l me mir\u00f3 fijamente durante algunos segundos, tom\u00f3 su mochila verde sobre el sof\u00e1, camin\u00f3 hac\u00eda la puerta y la cerr\u00f3 fuertemente sin antes decir \u201cOjal\u00e1 fuera pinche coca\u00edna para que siempre me quisieras contigo\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abLa cosa es que no lo eres, pendejo\u00bb. Me dije a mi misma mientras le escrib\u00eda un mensaje a mi mejor amigo:<\/p>\n<p>-Ya se fue este cabr\u00f3n, caile-<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Voy con caguas, llego en 10. \u2013 Respondi\u00f3 Dami\u00e1n.<\/p>\n<p>-Octubre 2018, bit\u00e1cora de una adicta<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/jocelyncatterson\/\">Jocelyn Catterson<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Semanas despu\u00e9s de que cancelara la salida al cine para ver la pel\u00edcula de estreno con Oliver, este me volvi\u00f3 a buscar y fue con una llamada breve, me pregunt\u00f3 si nos pod\u00edamos ver. Yo no ten\u00eda nada mejor que hacer, as\u00ed que le dije que llegara a mi casa cuando quisiera. 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