{"id":156153,"date":"2020-03-05T08:59:50","date_gmt":"2020-03-04T21:59:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=156153"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:09:58","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:09:58","slug":"antes-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/antes-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Antes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Como cuando no ten\u00eda que preocuparme por si te agradaba el color de mi cabello o si mis cambios de humor eran saludables.<br \/>\nComo cuando los d\u00edas transcurr\u00edan sobre una idea de que el siguiente ser\u00eda igual de irrelevante pero no me consum\u00eda esa ansiedad.<br \/>\nComo cuando el tiempo que corr\u00eda solo era para m\u00ed y para el llanto que sol\u00eda salir de mis ojillos casi cada d\u00eda.<br \/>\nComo cuando improvisar estaba en mi rutina, ir\u00f3nico \u00bfcierto?<br \/>\nComo cuando nadie ten\u00eda expectativas sobre m\u00ed, ni yo.<br \/>\nComo cuando era feliz con las migajas de alegr\u00edas que ten\u00eda y las peque\u00f1as satisfacciones de caminar por ese parque al salir del trabajo.<\/p>\n<p>Ya s\u00e9 que de las cosas que hice en ese tiempo pocas pude conservar, pero vaya que lo disfrute. 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