{"id":156153,"date":"2020-03-05T08:59:50","date_gmt":"2020-03-04T21:59:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=156153"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:09:58","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:09:58","slug":"antes-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/antes-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Antes"},"content":{"rendered":"

Como cuando no ten\u00eda que preocuparme por si te agradaba el color de mi cabello o si mis cambios de humor eran saludables.
\nComo cuando los d\u00edas transcurr\u00edan sobre una idea de que el siguiente ser\u00eda igual de irrelevante pero no me consum\u00eda esa ansiedad.
\nComo cuando el tiempo que corr\u00eda solo era para m\u00ed y para el llanto que sol\u00eda salir de mis ojillos casi cada d\u00eda.
\nComo cuando improvisar estaba en mi rutina, ir\u00f3nico \u00bfcierto?
\nComo cuando nadie ten\u00eda expectativas sobre m\u00ed, ni yo.
\nComo cuando era feliz con las migajas de alegr\u00edas que ten\u00eda y las peque\u00f1as satisfacciones de caminar por ese parque al salir del trabajo.<\/p>\n

Ya s\u00e9 que de las cosas que hice en ese tiempo pocas pude conservar, pero vaya que lo disfrute. Estar\u00eda mintiendo si digo que no fue de los peores momentos de mi existencia, pero tambi\u00e9n me re\u00ed como pocas veces lo hago ahora.<\/p>\n

A veces extra\u00f1o ser invisible para los dem\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

A veces quisiera regresar a cuando cualquier cosa que hiciera o dijera ten\u00eda una consecuencia.<\/p>\n

Photography by Thomas Luong Bavington<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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Como cuando el tiempo que corr\u00eda solo era para m\u00ed […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2810,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-156153","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"\nAntes - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/antes-2\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Antes - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Como cuando no ten\u00eda que preocuparme por si te agradaba el color de mi cabello o si mis cambios de humor eran saludables. 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