{"id":153771,"date":"2020-01-06T08:45:59","date_gmt":"2020-01-05T21:45:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=153771"},"modified":"2025-08-18T13:49:13","modified_gmt":"2025-08-18T19:49:13","slug":"de-repente-sane","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/de-repente-sane\/","title":{"rendered":"De repente san\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Todo el tiempo mi mente como taladro, cansada y enojada conmigo por truncar mi propio camino, cansada de autosabotearme por vivir con miedos. Lleg\u00f3 el d\u00eda en que tuve que dejar de creer que estaba convaleciente, dejar de creer que viv\u00eda enferma y comenc\u00e9 a sanar, dej\u00e9 a un lado los pensamientos mediocres que no merec\u00eda tener cosas buenas en mi vida, que todo me sal\u00eda mal y como no quer\u00eda, la vida misma me abraz\u00f3.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Dej\u00e9 de ser desagradecida y comenc\u00e9 a creermela que merec\u00eda todo el amor del mundo y me am\u00e9 tanto que no necesit\u00e9 m\u00e1s abrazos pobres sin sentir, dej\u00e9 de darle poder a todo aquello que me lastimaba y me hac\u00eda sentir inc\u00f3moda y ese d\u00eda sent\u00ed y conoc\u00ed la libertad. Fue cuando por fin entend\u00ed que todo lo que mi mente cree, es lo que atraigo en mi realidad y se convierte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Darme cuenta que todo siempre estuvo dentro de m\u00ed, en mi manera de pensar, hablar, actuar, sentir y que todo lo exterior es el claro reflejo de lo que llevo adentro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Dej\u00e9 de obligarme a estar con gente que no me hac\u00eda sentir bien ni feliz, hacerle caso a los dem\u00e1s y empec\u00e9 a hacerme caso y a escuchar mis entra\u00f1as, mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Llegu\u00e9 a entender y comprender que soy la \u00fanica que puedo cambiar mi vida, que puedo vivir agradecida y muy feliz y que hay d\u00edas en donde me permito llorar, entristecerme, re\u00edr, enojarme, bailar, dormir, comer una golosina, odiar, gritar, perdonarme\u2026 Siempre fui yo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Quiero seguir viendo como mi vida se convierte en un maravilloso milagro. Una vida llena de aceptaci\u00f3n y felicidad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Vivimos en un mundo en el que hacemos lo que queremos y creemos, y para hacer algo diferente, debemos creer en algo diferente, tomar todas las alternativas que existan y deshacernos de creencias obsoletas que no hacen m\u00e1s que volcarnos en la infelicidad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"acss9ebb7 wp-block-paragraph\">Sigo evolucionando y creyendo en m\u00ed, aceptando mi luz y oscuridad, aceptando que no soy perfecta y que todo lo que me presiono por hacer, es perdida de tiempo. Solo quiero vivir en paz, respirar profundo y sonre\u00edr, saber que todo lo que venga ser\u00e1 bueno para m\u00ed crecimiento personal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/160200956@N03\/\">Fotograf\u00eda por Geon Woong Bae<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Todo el tiempo mi mente como taladro, cansada y enojada conmigo por truncar mi propio camino, cansada de autosabotearme por vivir con miedos. 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