{"id":153094,"date":"2019-12-09T08:48:24","date_gmt":"2019-12-08T21:48:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=153094"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:27:58","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:27:58","slug":"el-castillo-de-las-desilusiones","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/el-castillo-de-las-desilusiones\/","title":{"rendered":"El castillo de las (des)ilusiones"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Existi\u00f3 una burbuja que entre m\u00e1s promesas vac\u00edas y palabras al aire decias, se hac\u00eda m\u00e1s grande. Un d\u00eda explot\u00f3. Una sonrisa diferente, inter\u00e9s en otras cosas y desinter\u00e9s en m\u00ed, la forma en la que se envi\u00f3 un mensaje a distintas personas y el modo en el que se miraba a otras me hizo preguntarme \u00bfqu\u00e9 hago yo aqu\u00ed? Y mientras el tiempo pasa y los d\u00edas a veces grises y otros azules contin\u00faan, nos situamos en el hoy: el d\u00eda en el que decid\u00ed que ya no creer\u00eda en un futuro que ya no existe, todo se rompi\u00f3.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">II<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 seguir fingiendo que me amas?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Pens\u00e9 que pensabas que cuando la vida te pone en el camino a alguien que est\u00e1 loca y completamente enamorada de ti, deb\u00edas luchar por eso y jamas rendirte. \u00bfEste es tu modo de luchar? Las palabras al aire siguen y siguen, yo ya no creo m\u00e1s. \u00bfSer\u00e1 que vale la pena aferrarse? No le encuentro ning\u00fan sentido a seguir sufriendo, es solo que me he acostumbrado a despertar y pensar en ti, en ti y en m\u00ed, en m\u00ed y en ti, en nosotros. Me alimento del recuerdo del pasado \u00bfCu\u00e1ndo ser\u00e1 ma\u00f1ana?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">III<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Viv\u00edamos en el castillo de las (des)ilusiones, todo permanecer\u00e1 igual. A mi no me gusta m\u00e1s este lugar, el lugar que nos coloca en la disposici\u00f3n que m\u00e1s detesto: la espera. Estos \u00faltimos meses me he dedicado a esperar. Esperar un mensaje tuyo, esperar a que me llames, esperar para volver a verte, esperar a que el sufrimiento se disipe y solo quede la felicidad que siento al pensarnos. \u00bfY si ya no quiero esperar? S\u00ed, nos arrepentiremos y estaremos tristes por un tiempo. Honestamente prefiero eso que seguir teniendo las dudas y heridas de tu amor. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/plombirlegs\/\">TolikTolik TolikTolik TolikTolik<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I &nbsp; Existi\u00f3 una burbuja que entre m\u00e1s promesas vac\u00edas y palabras al aire decias, se hac\u00eda m\u00e1s grande. Un d\u00eda explot\u00f3. 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