{"id":150532,"date":"2019-10-31T10:34:23","date_gmt":"2019-10-30T23:34:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=150532"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:28:47","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:28:47","slug":"despedida-anticipada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/despedida-anticipada\/","title":{"rendered":"Despedida anticipada"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>27 de octubre. Madrugada. Fiesta de <em>halloween.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Hay luces violetas y m\u00fasica extra\u00f1a a todo volumen. Tenemos un disfraz que combina y eso te hace feliz. No te lo puedo negar, a m\u00ed tambi\u00e9n me llena el coraz\u00f3n. Sin embargo es inevitable que mi cuerpo tiemble de temor, hay un <em>d<i>\u00e9j\u00e0<\/i>\u00a0vu<\/em> cuando suena <em>Crystal Castles<\/em> y me remonta a lugares hostiles, oscuros e infelices. La mayor\u00eda del tiempo los momentos siempre se sienten irreales y ut\u00f3picos cuando estoy contigo. Tenerte se siente como magia y fantas\u00eda, pero esta vez siento ansiedad y ganas de tirarme de este cuarto piso mientras hablamos en el marco de la ventana. Pero no te preocupes si me suicido ser\u00e1 un domingo de abril, en una habitaci\u00f3n de hotel con <em>soundtrack <\/em>from<em> Lana del Rey<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Siento que no estoy aqu\u00ed contigo, siento que las palabras no son m\u00edas, no son tuyas, son ajenas y no duelen. Mis ojos se intentan cruzar con los tuyos pero no quiero sentir un flechazo en mi pecho. Cupido es cruel y enemigo. As\u00ed que mis pupilas deciden bailar por doquier, observando todos esos peque\u00f1os destellos puestos aleatorios en el port\u00f3n. Quiz\u00e1s s\u00f3lo estoy buscando un escape porque tengo miedo de tener la raz\u00f3n. Siempre repito el patr\u00f3n, hay condenas que pesan y duran siglos en ser devoradas.<\/p>\n<p>Est\u00e1s acurrucado en mis piernas y las 4:44 AM est\u00e1n marcadas en mi reloj, tengo fr\u00edo pero te esfuerzas en abrigarme, no s\u00f3lo el cuerpo, sino tambi\u00e9n el alma. Tengo sue\u00f1o y siento una tristeza que me atraviesa la piel y se instala en mis m\u00fasculos y venas. Me besas y me siento bien, aunque hace un par de horas me desconect\u00e9 y ahora estoy ausente. Te beso y acaricio tu barba, cierras los ojos y me gusta verte en calma. Me follas a la madrugada, tocas mis piernas y el alma, me dices que te encanto. Me gustar\u00eda permanecer y reconectarme con tu cuerpo, pero \u00e9sto ya no soy yo, estoy en piloto autom\u00e1tico.<\/p>\n<p>Tengo miedo y huir\u00e9, cuando me enamore huir\u00e9. No quiero hacer una despedida anticipada pero s\u00e9 que con el tiempo, tambi\u00e9n como magia, desaparecer\u00e9. Deseo no tener raz\u00f3n pero creo que ser\u00e1s otro amor no correspondido, uno que no s\u00f3lo me quebrar\u00e1 otro poco y me dejar\u00e1 en pedazos, sino uno que arrancar\u00e1 el coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/canovix\/\">Martin Canova<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>27 de octubre. Madrugada. Fiesta de halloween. Hay luces violetas y m\u00fasica extra\u00f1a a todo volumen. Tenemos un disfraz que combina y eso te hace feliz. No te lo puedo negar, a m\u00ed tambi\u00e9n me llena el coraz\u00f3n. Sin embargo es inevitable que mi cuerpo tiemble de temor, hay un d\u00e9j\u00e0\u00a0vu cuando suena Crystal Castles [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5446,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-150532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v28.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>Despedida anticipada - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/despedida-anticipada\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Despedida anticipada - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"27 de octubre. 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