{"id":150073,"date":"2019-10-27T16:40:39","date_gmt":"2019-10-27T05:40:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=150073"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:29:55","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:29:55","slug":"15-09-2019","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/15-09-2019\/","title":{"rendered":"15\/09\/2019"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hoy, hoy me he sentado aqu\u00ed en una banca de un peque\u00f1o jard\u00edn, hoy he salido corriendo de casa despu\u00e9s de una amarga discusi\u00f3n con la gente que se dice ser mi familia, hoy mi hermano ha hecho de las suyas, hoy me preocupe m\u00e1s de lo necesario y nuevamente me met\u00ed a un rol que despu\u00e9s de su partida me correspond\u00eda. mam\u00e1 nuevamente lo ha defendido a capa y espada aunque el cometi\u00f3 el error aunque yo ten\u00eda la raz\u00f3n, pero que m\u00e1s da. muchas veces tengo la raz\u00f3n y me ignoran. que m\u00e1s da, estoy acostumbrado, estoy sumamente acostumbrado al rechazo y al fracaso.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoy me han dado la espalda los amigos. aunque no es nuevo me he dado cuenta que siempre he estado solo.
\nHoy despu\u00e9s de llorar, despu\u00e9s de doblegarme y sentirme in\u00fatil sal\u00ed de casa, si, sal\u00ed corriendo, deseando jam\u00e1s regresar. Hoy mam\u00e1 c\u00f3mo siempre se ha perdido.
\nMientras la casa se cae a pedazos yo corro. Est\u00fapido. Huye.<\/p>\n

Hoy despu\u00e9s de mucho tiempo, despu\u00e9s de desaprovechar oportunidades he decidido darme un momento. Cosa que tendr\u00eda que hacer m\u00e1s seguido.<\/p>\n

Dejar de frecuentar gente que no te lleva a nada, dejar de comprar sonrisas y momentos, est\u00fapido, compra tu verdadera felicidad.<\/p>\n

Hoy he sido un fantasma que recorre lentamente los pasillos de una tienda, buscando nada, buscando todo.<\/p>\n

Hoy me perd\u00ed en los colores m\u00e1s bonitos, en la sonrisa de aquella chica que insistentemente me regala un folleto.
\nEl d\u00eda es soleado veo mi sombra caminar a un lado m\u00edo y me pregunt\u00f3 por qu\u00e9 me sigue, si supiera la clase de persona que soy no lo har\u00eda de nuevo.<\/p>\n

Respiro un aire pesado, mientras veo a la gente re\u00edr, veo a la pareja que se besa y demuestra que el mundo es extra\u00f1o. Por qu\u00e9 se quieren? Por qu\u00e9 se aman?
\nSubo escaleras mientras el celular se llena de llamadas que nunca quisiera contestar, es mam\u00e1 se preocupa? Me da lo mismo a ella desde hace mucho le doy igual.<\/p>\n

Quisiera tenerlo todo para saber que se siente, quisiera cumplir almenos un sue\u00f1o en esta est\u00fapida vida para de una vez poder empezarla a vivir.<\/p>\n

Camino y mucha gente me ve yo los veo, me sonr\u00eden y me da lo mismo.<\/p>\n

Pido algo de comer, la chica me ve, pareciera que le gusta su trabajo y eso es muy lindo. Me sonr\u00ede, me da lo mismo estoy arto de sonrisas fingidas. Me menciona algo del d\u00eda pero me da lo mismo. Me da mi orden y me voy a lo m\u00e1s lejos. Que extra\u00f1o que yo sea el \u00fanico que come a solas. Que extra\u00f1o que todos viv\u00edan y yo muera.<\/p>\n

Por qu\u00e9 el ser humano se relaciona?
\nPor qu\u00e9 somos diferentes.<\/p>\n

Por qu\u00e9 no muero?<\/p>\n

Y si es que muero he dejado todo listo.<\/p>\n

Photography by\u00a0Ellen Hutchinson<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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