{"id":147210,"date":"2019-08-31T14:49:29","date_gmt":"2019-08-31T04:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=147210"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:31:21","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:31:21","slug":"crisis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/crisis\/","title":{"rendered":"Crisis"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I see the only warm lights that slightly illuminate and I write from a place temporarily unknown to me and to those who follow in my footsteps. 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I see the lights again and whatever I execute takes me back, it elevates me, it illusions me, it pulls me, it hurts me, I move away, I block it, I block it, I encapsulate it in my chest, I chain it to my memories, I regret it and I loathe myself for the fact.<\/p>\n<p>I see the lights for the last time and some kind of agonizing intensity comes to me thinking about the misery of life when deciding to remember intimate sensations of the past, which turns into admiration and astral gratitude towards the minimal capacity that human beings have to connect so much to the past. I turn off the lights and go downstairs.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/andrevantonder\/\">Andr\u00e9 van Tonder<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Veo las \u00fanicas luces c\u00e1lidas que ligeramente iluminan y escribo desde un lugar temporalmente desconocido por m\u00ed y por los que siguen mis pasos. 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