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El coraz\u00f3n lo siento atisbado como si el costado izquierdo de mi pecho fuera arrancado, inexistente, hostil, \u00bfser\u00e1 que tengo una gran coraza?, o es que orgullo le gana a todo, amor hoy te extra\u00f1o, mas no quiero extra\u00f1arte, luch\u00f3 con la constante ola de estar pens\u00e1ndote todo el d\u00eda, lucho contra el arrebato bestial de querer ver tus fotos, de releer nuestros antiguos mensajes, lucho porque, aunque mi camino se cruce contigo y tropiecen mis pies me lleven lejos de ti, lucho con el insomnio abrumador y calcinante, lucho cuando escucho tu nombre en labios ajenos, aunque t\u00fa me faltes siempre, aunque muera por ti a diario, ,aunque agonice por ver s\u00f3lo una vez m\u00e1s tus ojos, aunque el vicio de extra\u00f1arte me consuma en una ansiedad raqu\u00edtica, no quiero verte porque s\u00e9 que quedar\u00e9 desprotegida y vulnerable a tu voluntad, porque con el solo hecho de tu presencia me debilito y se me va desnudando el alma y me lleno de miedo por amarte, pero mi miedo tiene una leve m\u00e1scara de disimulo y es a la vez s\u00edntoma de un orgullo petulante, absurdo, ingenuo, tengo miedo a amarte tanto que de amarte as\u00ed que de tus venenos yo muera o me marchite, m\u00e1s yo me anticipe antes de tu abandono, escog\u00ed el suicidio matando nuestro idilio suicidio, suicidio del orgullo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Esto esta es la ultima prosa que para ti escribo<\/p>\n

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El coraz\u00f3n lo siento atisbado como si el costado izquierdo de mi pecho fuera arrancado, inexistente, hostil, \u00bfser\u00e1 que tengo una gran coraza?, o es que orgullo le gana a todo, amor hoy te extra\u00f1o, mas no quiero extra\u00f1arte, luch\u00f3 con la constante ola de estar pens\u00e1ndote todo el d\u00eda, lucho contra el arrebato bestial […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6221,"featured_media":146084,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[7238,16215,7095,15935,16042,7793],"class_list":["post-146071","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-writing","tag-abandono-tiempo","tag-agonizante","tag-amor-desamor-expareja-dolor-recuerdos","tag-amor-desamorrecuerdos","tag-despedida-love-dolor-fuck","tag-orgullo"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"\nO r g u l l o - 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