{"id":145398,"date":"2019-07-02T08:33:26","date_gmt":"2019-07-01T22:33:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=145398"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:34:37","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:34:37","slug":"my-enemy-melancholy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/mi-enemiga-melancolia\/","title":{"rendered":"My enemy Melancholy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">I am a person who is terrified of being alone because I am afraid of myself. I feel that I might sink myself into a depression that I don't want to experience again. I think my biggest problem is my fascination with melancholy, that warm and vulnerable state. That's why I can't be alone, I'm my biggest enemy. I like to take myself to that point of maximum silence, where I can be having a war going on outside and I can only listen to my sadness, I can only look at the depth of my ceiling, I can only feel your warmth, Melancholy.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">And I enjoy it...<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Hello, we meet again...<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/theknightofstreet\/\">Andrey Rachinskiy<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Soy una persona a la que le aterra estar sola porque tengo miedo de mi. Siento que me puedo hundir a mi misma en una depresi\u00f3n que no quiero volver a experimentar. Creo que mi mayor problema es mi fascinaci\u00f3n a la melancol\u00eda, a ese estado c\u00e1lido y vulnerable. 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