{"id":145371,"date":"2019-07-01T09:18:22","date_gmt":"2019-06-30T23:18:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=145371"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:34:38","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:34:38","slug":"naranja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/naranja\/","title":{"rendered":"Naranja"},"content":{"rendered":"

No me cansaba de decir que no quer\u00eda, que no pod\u00eda, que no deb\u00eda.
\nCuando lleg\u00f3 el momento sal\u00ed corriendo.
\nHuir sonaba a la soluci\u00f3n.
\nEscapar era la \u00fanica opci\u00f3n.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Basarnos sobre el sill\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

No hab\u00eda entrado ah\u00ed. Despu\u00e9s de a\u00f1os todo parec\u00eda familiar, la casa, la puerta, la cocina, su andar.<\/p>\n

Caminaba por la calle con el celular en la mano.
\nNaranja.
\nDeliciosa.<\/p>\n

Quise decirle lo sexy que se ve\u00eda, quise besarlo, colorearlo, absorber su luz.
\nCaminaba y dominaba al mundo.
\nMi mundo.<\/p>\n

Y recordamos todo de a poco, recordamos algo y me supo a dolor.
\nNo podr\u00eda no doler. Duele siempre pero es tan hermoso…<\/p>\n

No puedo dejarlo, no puedo olvidarlo, no puedo seguir jugando.
\nS\u00e9 que lo palpito, lo creo,
\nlo vivo y lo deshago.<\/p>\n

No pod\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Lo estuve pensando y se me hizo largo, recorr\u00ed el camino y me di\u00f3 para pensarlo despacio.
\nAunque no pens\u00e9 nada.<\/p>\n

No deb\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Pero fui all\u00ed. Lo mir\u00e9, detenida, discreta, profundamente. Lo sabore\u00e9, lo bes\u00e9, me hund\u00ed en \u00e9l. Le quit\u00e9 su luz, me quito lo m\u00e1s claro y volvi\u00f3 a brillar, me quit\u00f3 el sue\u00f1o, me quit\u00f3 el miedo.<\/p>\n

Y aunque no quer\u00eda. Quiero m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Photography by\u00a0Andrey Rachinskiy<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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