{"id":145298,"date":"2019-06-27T08:24:14","date_gmt":"2019-06-26T22:24:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=145298"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:34:41","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:34:41","slug":"i-want-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/quiero-2\/","title":{"rendered":"I want"},"content":{"rendered":"

I want I<\/p>\n

I have to admit that I'm a little sick, that maybe I'd be happy with a relationship like Sid's.<\/p>\n

What, listen to me well,<\/p>\n

\n

every time I ask you for a hit, you let it go,<\/p>\n

I want blood spilling from my lips,<\/p>\n

eyes with liquid crystals, adrenaline with blood.<\/p>\n

I want to see you make out with someone else in front of me,<\/p>\n

I want to feel your erection when you see us kissing,<\/p>\n

but I want you to end up in me.<\/p>\n

I want you to see me as soon as you see me<\/p>\n

your hands around my waist and pull me as close to you as possible,<\/p>\n

strong,<\/p>\n

to squeeze me and kiss me.<\/p>\n

I want to sit next to you,<\/p>\n

watching the needle reach the limit and feeling the air in your face,<\/p>\n

see how my hair plays with the wind and feel that I lose you.<\/p>\n

I want you to flirt with someone else and come home and mark your territory and set the record straight.<\/p>\n

I want to fight with you and throw the pictures of our most perfect photos at you,<\/p>\n

yell at you and have you yell at me,<\/p>\n

to leave and come back until tomorrow.<\/p>\n

I want to make you breakfast<\/p>\n

and wait for you to arrive and everyone to leave,<\/p>\n

start complaining to you for leaving in the early hours of the morning,<\/p>\n

and end up fucking me on top of the dishwasher,<\/p>\n

to show me who's boss.<\/p>\n

I want to be very drunk,<\/p>\n

not knowing my name and fucking all night<\/p>\n

without fear of screwing up.<\/p>\n

I want to do it in a room that costs 50 pesos and has no sheets.<\/p>\n

I want to send you to hell.<\/p>\n

I want to come and get you so you won't be alone or to bring you back home.<\/p>\n

I want you to keep all my expensive treats so I don't have to punish you all week.<\/p>\n

I want to go to sleep without having breakfast.<\/p>\n

I want to play to see who wins more of whatever.<\/p>\n

I want you to pull my hair, spank me,<\/p>\n

to bite my nipples, to call me a whore.<\/p>\n

I want you to come without warning<\/p>\n

and then worry about what's going to happen.<\/p>\n

I want to tell stupid jokes, like me.<\/p>\n

I want to make you cry and see you or be able to record you.<\/p>\n

I want to keep that video with the other videos and our porn pictures.<\/p>\n

I want to go to a porn theater and do it there.<\/p>\n

I want to cry until my eyeliner runs,<\/p>\n

sleep and then cum myself,<\/p>\n

without you.<\/p>\n

I want to smell the smoke of each of your first smokes.<\/p>\n

I want to kiss you and I want you to taste like alcohol.<\/p>\n

I want to provoke you all the time, to anything.<\/p>\n

I want to play truth or dare.<\/p>\n

I want drugs to live.<\/p>\n

I want to write all my life, about anything.<\/p>\n

I want to have a beautiful house and use it only for sleeping.<\/p>\n

I want to have a black unicorn in the living room.<\/p>\n

I want you to spank me all the time.<\/p>\n

I want to die when you do.<\/p>\n

I want them to stop believing that I am a saint.<\/p>\n

I want to stop all people,<\/p>\n

the weather<\/p>\n

and it's just you and me,<\/p>\n

I can't stop imagining all the things we would do...<\/p>\n

Photography by\u00a0Andrey Rachinskiy<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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