{"id":144636,"date":"2019-06-17T10:53:20","date_gmt":"2019-06-17T00:53:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=144636"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:35:09","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:35:09","slug":"i-n-t-i-m-o","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/i-n-t-i-m-o\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00ed n t i m o"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Ma;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Te escribo con la garganta hinchada, los ojos inundados y<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>los recuerdos a un lado. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Y es que entend\u00ed que soy hija.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Me derrumba saberme creada; existo por la esperanza en un amor. La certeza, quiz\u00e1s ef\u00edmera pero latente, de que lo que compart\u00edan entre t\u00fa y pap\u00e1 era tanto que alcanzaba para tres personas m\u00e1s. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Creo que has sentido un amor que no se puede poner en palabras, tu coraz\u00f3n ha palpitado acompa\u00f1ado de otro. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Me rompe saberme creada; existo.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Soy y estoy porque me hicieron existir. Engendro del amor.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Los admiro por haber renunciado a una vida ensamblada y apostarle todo al bosque, a los cuartos que a\u00fan no ten\u00edan camas pero sab\u00edan que iban a ser habitados. Los admiro por creer en la posibilidad de un n\u00facleo nuevo.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Y te admiro a\u00fan m\u00e1s por seguir de pie despu\u00e9s de que se cayeran pedazos tan inmensos dentro de ti.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Lloro pensando que mi infancia est\u00e1 m\u00e1s en ti que en m\u00ed. Te habitan tres infancias. Has visto tres personas ser, y estaba dicho que ser\u00eda compartido con pap\u00e1. Se rompi\u00f3 el cielo y cuando volviste a ver te enteraste que estabas sola. Todo eso que surgi\u00f3 entre dos en un segundo te borr\u00f3 el camino; sin saber a d\u00f3nde caminar y sin saber si hab\u00edan caminos: gateaste un poco a ciegas, pero lograste correr. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Te admiro.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Pierdo las cualidades de humano cuando intuyo la inmensidad de los sentimientos que se desbordaron entre pap\u00e1 y t\u00fa: existo por su amor. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Se difuminan los l\u00edmites y me entiendo como un enjambre de cari\u00f1os, de risas, de d\u00edas juntos; cada hijo es el choque del tiempo entre dos vidas, explotan hasta dar paso al inicio de una nueva.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Te admiro por sentir en cada hueso dolor, por haber llorado lo que ni con l\u00e1grimas se calma, te admiro por haberle apostado todo al futuro y dos veces saber que no hay sentido en la vida. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">No puedo imaginar el dolor que ha estado en tu piel, no s\u00e9 a qu\u00e9 sabe despertar sola despu\u00e9s de veintiocho a\u00f1os de compa\u00f1\u00eda, no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 es despedirse de una infancia crecida.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Admiro tu cari\u00f1o a la vida, a m\u00ed y a Bruno.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Me aprieta la garganta y me interrumpe la respiraci\u00f3n tratar de imaginar qu\u00e9 se siente el momento que quieres tener hijos con alguna persona, que sabes que la magia entre ustedes dos es suficiente para romper los sin sentidos de la vida, que hay m\u00e1s amor en el tiempo que desilusiones. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Porque ambos sab\u00edan que la vida carec\u00eda de sentido, quiz\u00e1s algo de esas sospechas los junt\u00f3. Pero la magnificencia de su \u201cnosotros\u201d los convenci\u00f3 de crear nuevas posibilidades de ser. En los brazos de pap\u00e1 encontraste toda una nueva vida; donde el consuelo exist\u00eda y la vida merec\u00eda ser vivida: tres veces m\u00e1s. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mi origen est\u00e1 entre dos corazones que se consolaron, entre secretos y miradas de cari\u00f1o. Me conmueve encontrarme ah\u00ed; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\" style=\"color: #333333;\">dentro de un amor solamente suyo, pero tan m\u00edo.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/dasmooth\/\">Stanley Bloom<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ma; Te escribo con la garganta hinchada, los ojos inundados y\u00a0 los recuerdos a un lado. Y es que entend\u00ed que soy hija. Me derrumba saberme creada; existo por la esperanza en un amor. La certeza, quiz\u00e1s ef\u00edmera pero latente, de que lo que compart\u00edan entre t\u00fa y pap\u00e1 era tanto que alcanzaba para tres [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5127,"featured_media":144672,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-144636","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.7 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>\u00ed n t i m o - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/i-n-t-i-m-o\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"\u00ed n t i m o - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Ma; Te escribo con la garganta hinchada, los ojos inundados y\u00a0 los recuerdos a un lado. 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