{"id":143624,"date":"2019-05-14T08:52:54","date_gmt":"2019-05-13T22:52:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=143624"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:36:11","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:36:11","slug":"postal-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/postal-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Postal #1"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"adn ads\">\n<div class=\"gs\">\n<div class=\"\">\n<div id=\":ot\" class=\"ii gt\">\n<div id=\":os\" class=\"a3s aXjCH\">\n<div dir=\"auto\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<p>D\u00eda 63, Santiago de Chile.<\/p>\n<p>De nuevo me veo envuelta en este lugar lleno de dolor, desesperanza y arrepentimiento. Camino sin rumbo fijo con una estaca en el pecho y una pistola apuntando a mi cabeza,\u00a0mi camino est\u00e1 quebrado y doy torpes pasos por doquier. S\u00e9 que pr\u00f3ximamente encontrar\u00e9 lugares m\u00e1s hostiles que la vida misma pero hay batallas en las que ya me cans\u00e9 de luchar y mundos a los que quiero llegar, creo que siempre siento este tormento entre mis pulmones y mi coraz\u00f3n, juro que podr\u00eda interpretar mil odas al odio, al temor y a la ansiedad pero nada de eso me llevar\u00e1 a la calma.<\/p>\n<p>Soy miedo, siempre lo ser\u00e9, la angustia es la nueva gu\u00eda de mi vida y la incertidumbre se instala hasta en las enc\u00edas, es normal que la boca me sepa a sangre y a melancol\u00eda, he inventado 50 maneras de huir y 20 maneras de volarme la cabeza en medio de un suspiro, hay tantas noches en que me siento transparente donde resuenan ecos infinitos en mi cabeza, la piel no para de arder y siento llagas abri\u00e9ndose en cada cent\u00edmetro de mi cuerpo, siento que me asfixio y mis latidos se aceleran velozmente, necesito parar todo aquello que me atormenta porque el remordimiento me est\u00e1 comiendo de a pedazos, poco a poco y con sufrimiento, esto no es m\u00e1s que una secuencia tortuosa de la que quiero escapar.<\/p>\n<p>Cada vez est\u00e1 siendo m\u00e1s dif\u00edcil conciliar el sue\u00f1o, sentirme a gusto con mis pensamientos, s\u00f3lo tiemblo, mis manos sudan y caigo en el abismo ya conocido.<br \/>\nMe derrito. Me biodegrado. Me ahogo. Me intoxico. Pido auxilio pero nadie parece escucharme, quiz\u00e1s ser transparente no est\u00e1 tan mal despu\u00e9s de todo.<\/p>\n<p>Sue\u00f1o con la calma, sin la agon\u00eda que vivir d\u00eda a d\u00eda con esta estaca que me hiere el pecho a cada que respiro. Sue\u00f1o que soy libre, que tengo alas y vuelo. Sue\u00f1o con la paz de lo sublime, con todos los coros angelicales que aparecen en los programas viejos de la televisi\u00f3n. Sue\u00f1o que escapo de este infierno, de todo lo que conlleva el mundo terrenal, de toda esta agon\u00eda. Sue\u00f1o que puedo sentir como mi piel se desprende de cada m\u00fasculo de mi cuerpo, como exploto en mil pedazos y mi sangre cubre las manos de todos aquellos que me lastimaron.<\/p>\n<p>La incertidumbre me acecha, me golpea la cara y mis venas agonizantes quieren dejar de funcionar, me consumo en m\u00ed, en esta infinita mierda que me recubre la mente, esta que no me deja respirar.<\/p>\n<p>\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 estoy sola? No lo s\u00e9 \u00bfPor qu\u00e9 grito y nadie escucha? No lo s\u00e9<br \/>\nHa sido mi error todo este tiempo. El ego\u00edsmo es algo que nos apu\u00f1ala de adentro hacia afuera<\/p>\n<p>Contemplo todos los abismos como la escapatoria a todas estas sensaciones que corren en mi pecho\u00a0esta soledad que me aprieta el alma cada vez m\u00e1s, me diluyo con mis persianas rojas.<\/p>\n<p>Soy una tempestad roja.<br \/>\nSoy un mar sin calma, soy un infierno andante<br \/>\nSoy un naufrago con ganas de volarse la cabeza.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/lawa\/\">Lars Wastfelt<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>D\u00eda 63, Santiago de Chile. De nuevo me veo envuelta en este lugar lleno de dolor, desesperanza y arrepentimiento. Camino sin rumbo fijo con una estaca en el pecho y una pistola apuntando a mi cabeza,\u00a0mi camino est\u00e1 quebrado y doy torpes pasos por doquier. S\u00e9 que pr\u00f3ximamente encontrar\u00e9 lugares m\u00e1s hostiles que la vida [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5446,"featured_media":143826,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-143624","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.7 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>Postal #1 - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/postal-1\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Postal #1 - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"D\u00eda 63, Santiago de Chile. 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