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These days I have wanted so much to call you.<\/p>\n

Something stops me, I don't know exactly what it is.<\/p>\n

These days I have been trying so hard to focus on myself and the things I have to do, I have been working on myself a lot.<\/p>\n

I have thought of myself.<\/p>\n

I have thought a lot about me with you and how much that hurt.<\/p>\n

These days I remembered that we always talked on the cell phone at night so we could sleep together and you don't know how much I wish it would happen again, but I know it won't.<\/p>\n

I have come to the conclusion that I need help and that I want to be more, but I have a hard time confronting myself.<\/p>\n

I have controlled myself even in my worst hour. I feel I have made progress and I will allow myself some congratulations on that.<\/p>\n

But I know I will fall and fail. There is nothing more lethal than following impulses.<\/p>\n

Photography by\u00a0Lars Wastfelt<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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