{"id":142413,"date":"2019-08-01T01:00:25","date_gmt":"2019-07-31T15:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=142413"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:34:11","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:34:11","slug":"of-one-who-warns-with-sharp-wit-to-the-cause-the-very-painful-effects-of-the-struggle-of-conflicting-affections","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/de-quien-advierte-con-aguda-ingeniosidad-a-la-causa-los-efectos-muy-penosos-de-la-lucha-de-afectos-encontrados\/","title":{"rendered":"From one who warns with sharp wit to the cause, the very painful effects of the struggle of conflicting affections."},"content":{"rendered":"
You do not know<\/p>\n
the rapture that for me has been<\/p>\n
to learn of its spherical existence<\/p>\n
you do not know that<\/p>\n
although I would like to say to you: madam<\/p>\n
instead I tell you: suripanta- gazn\u00e1pira- ceporra<\/em><\/p>\n
grievances of which I was previously unaware<\/p>\n
go to<\/p>\n
I do not know if from my mouth<\/p>\n
or my intestine<\/p>\n
starts as a hiccup and ends in melancholy<\/p>\n
also: lechugina- stolida- crabs<\/em><\/p>\n
it is from time to time that for my guts<\/p>\n
blasphemy is an amendment.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I don't have the...<\/p>\n
libitum <\/em><\/p>\n
(so to speak)<\/p>\n
to know her facie ad faciem<\/em><\/p>\n
I don't know if it is really among your graces<\/p>\n
is to be one: pacata - cosiaca - mamacallos<\/em><\/p>\n
it is this involuntary movement of my diaphragm<\/p>\n
that repeats itself<\/p>\n
more or less at regular intervals<\/p>\n
verraca- merdellona- zurulla <\/em><\/p>\n
excuse me, but in an oversight<\/p>\n
I have taken the spirit out of the tongue<\/p>\n
to give it to the viscera.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hoga\u00f1o<\/p>\n
that I know of its disoriented existence<\/p>\n
a part of me ceased to exist<\/p>\n
(even if it is not<\/p>\n
so precisely because of<\/p>\n
your metomentodo existence)<\/p>\n
I am left with a bird wound<\/p>\n
that has hurt me<\/p>\n
has broken me<\/p>\n
has kept me awake at night<\/p>\n
and even the desire to eat fritters<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
you ignore what it has been for me<\/p>\n
say goodbye to its non-existence<\/p>\n
bufa- fel\u00f3na- sorimba<\/em><\/p>\n
that half of my heart is inclined to loathe her<\/p>\n