{"id":141387,"date":"2019-03-05T09:22:16","date_gmt":"2019-03-04T22:22:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=141387"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:38:42","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:38:42","slug":"true-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/true-self\/","title":{"rendered":"true self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>me miro en espejos el mismo tiempo que los de la mayor\u00eda de mi edad, buscando imperfecciones, arreglando maquillaje, cambiando el peinado, practicando sonrisas para aquellos a quienes no podr\u00eda d\u00e1rselas natural y ensayando ojos para disimular las cosas absurdas que dicen algunas personas.<\/p>\n<p>pero muy pocas veces, menos de las que se cuentan con los dedos de las manos, uno al verse en el espejo, logra ver hacia dentro, cuando todo va bien las cosas siempre est\u00e1n vomitando hac\u00eda fuera, no hay mucha profundidad ah\u00ed; pero cuando las cosas van mal, quiz\u00e1 es tan profundo que no permite ni ver el comienzo.<\/p>\n<p>por desgracia, me encuentro en la segunda, no reconozco lo que soy por ahora, no quiero arrepentirme de las cosas del pasado, pues, de qu\u00e9 sirve preocuparse por cosas que no puedes cambiar.<\/p>\n<p>pero la idea que me perturba es s\u00ed esto que me esta pasando se podr\u00eda adherir a m\u00ed en una manera en la que luego sea imposible desprender, si esta realizaci\u00f3n que tengo ahora y la separaci\u00f3n que a\u00fan me permito realizar entre m\u00ed y lo nuevo, despu\u00e9s desaparezca para hacerme olvidar lo que me constru\u00ed antes dej\u00e1ndome ah\u00ed, m\u00e1s hundida.<\/p>\n<p>ya quiero ver en el espejo flores otra vez.<\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/candagarslani\/\">Can Dagarslani<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>me miro en espejos el mismo tiempo que los de la mayor\u00eda de mi edad, buscando imperfecciones, arreglando maquillaje, cambiando el peinado, practicando sonrisas para aquellos a quienes no podr\u00eda d\u00e1rselas natural y ensayando ojos para disimular las cosas absurdas que dicen algunas personas. pero muy pocas veces, menos de las que se cuentan con [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3475,"featured_media":141600,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-141387","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v28.4 - 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