{"id":139756,"date":"2018-12-13T15:05:18","date_gmt":"2018-12-13T04:05:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=139756"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:45:00","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:45:00","slug":"139756-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/139756-2\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Trato de olvidarme de ti, te lo juro.
\nCierro los ojos fuerte.<\/p>\n

Tan fuerte que duele.
\nMe centro en estar presente.
\nEn hacer y no pensar.
\nLo consigo por d\u00edas, a veces incluso por semanas.
\nPero cuando creo que ya saliste del mapa,
\ncuando pens\u00e9 que ya no te pensaba,
\nque era due\u00f1a de mi vida
\nvas y vuelves.
\nNi siquiera eso. Apareces.
\nTe muestras por ah\u00ed.
\nComo si tal cosa.
\nComo a tu bola.
\nComo ignorando los hechos:
\nlos abrazos
\nlas cartas
\nlos detalles
\nY yo qu\u00e9, joder?
\nTu sonrisa suelta, pizpireta, Viviendo.
\nMostr\u00e1ndote.
\nYo en mis desvelos. En mis luchas.<\/p>\n

Tragandome la mierda.<\/p>\n

Tratando de hacerme un hueco
\nen ese lugar que ocupas tu<\/p>\n

Y yo qu\u00e9? joder …<\/p>\n

Cu\u00e1ntas m\u00e1s habr\u00e1 como yo.<\/p>\n

Mirame a los ojos y dime que no me est\u00e1s mintiendo.<\/p>\n

Photography by Denis Ryabov<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Trato de olvidarme de ti, te lo juro. Cierro los ojos fuerte. Tan fuerte que duele. Me centro en estar presente. En hacer y no pensar. Lo consigo por d\u00edas, a veces incluso por semanas. 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