{"id":139496,"date":"2019-09-04T01:00:30","date_gmt":"2019-09-03T15:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=139496"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:31:14","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:31:14","slug":"cadaver-querido","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/cadaver-querido\/","title":{"rendered":"Cad\u00e1ver Querido"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Para Nicole Patr\u00f3n<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">1<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mi novio muri\u00f3 hace dos semanas. Sol\u00eda decir que odiaba usar traje con corbata y odiaba m\u00e1s a todos en su oficina por hacerlo. Dec\u00eda que la corbata en el cuello era como un suicidio constante, un recordatorio de nuestra fragilidad. Bromeaba con que un d\u00eda llegar\u00eda a su oficina y todos har\u00edan una coreograf\u00eda musical para ahorcarse simult\u00e1neamente sobre sus escritorios. No era depresivo, s\u00f3lo en exceso realista.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\"> Hace dos semanas se ahorc\u00f3 con su corbata en nuestro departamento. La amarr\u00f3 a la cornisa de la ventana en nuestra cocina, encima de la mesa donde com\u00edamos, junto al cactus que me regal\u00f3 el d\u00eda de mi graduaci\u00f3n. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\"> El invierno en Berl\u00edn rompe a los m\u00e1s fuertes. Me asom\u00e9 por la ventana y s\u00f3lo vi la nieve caer, el asfalto tapizado con la alfombra blanca, sin p\u00e1jaros, sin plantas vivas, sin gente que me escuchara gritar de dolor.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\">2<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Y no grit\u00e9. Cort\u00e9 la corbata. Lo ba\u00f1\u00e9 y lo vest\u00ed. Prepar\u00e9 el desayuno y comimos juntos. Al principio me molestaba su mirada muerta, que lo ve\u00eda todo y nada. Entonces le puse esos lentes negros que tra\u00eda cuando nos conocimos en las playas de Oaxaca, y todo volvi\u00f3 a ser normal.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span style=\"line-height: 1.8;\">Us\u00e9 la silla de ruedas con la que mov\u00edamos a su mam\u00e1 antes de meterla en el asilo y fuimos al mercado. Le puse su sombrero favorito y se ve\u00eda feliz. La gente al principio no se percataba, me preguntaban por \u00e9l y su condici\u00f3n. Invent\u00e9 todo un accidente; perdi\u00f3 la voz, perdi\u00f3 las piernas, perdi\u00f3 todo, pero ah\u00ed est\u00e1, y est\u00e1 vivo, lo juro. Nadie lo puso en duda. El fr\u00edo tuerce la realidad.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\"> Al principio yo no lo cre\u00eda, claro, pero me sent\u00eda sola. Por la noche lo recostaba junto a m\u00ed. No me importaba su olor, lo abrazaba, como siempre lo abrac\u00e9. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\"> Despu\u00e9s de la primera semana, la gente not\u00f3 el olor. Pero yo insist\u00eda que era el fr\u00edo y su condici\u00f3n, no pod\u00eda ir al ba\u00f1o solo. Aparte, cuando el sol se esconde en Berl\u00edn, nadie se mete con nadie, cada quien se ocupa en sobrevivir. La gente sin pareja, en grav\u00edsima desesperaci\u00f3n, sale a los bares buscando el calor de la carne.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p3\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\">3<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Y yo ya no ten\u00eda ese calor, su cuerpo estaba helado, sin latidos. Una noche comenc\u00e9 a hablar con \u00e9l. Incluso lo bes\u00e9. Intent\u00e9 abrazarme con sus brazos. Y nada. Su miembro inerte no era m\u00e1s que un recordatorio de mi tristeza.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\"> Hoy abro la ventana y con la nieve en la cara, tomo a mi cad\u00e1ver querido en los brazos. Lo arrojo con fuerza al suelo, deseando que a su recuerdo, lo cubra la soledad del invierno. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p6\" style=\"text-align: right;\"><span class=\"s1\"><i>Acapulco, 2018<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Photography by\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/marcgasso\/\">Marc Gass\u00f3<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Para Nicole Patr\u00f3n 1 &nbsp; Mi novio muri\u00f3 hace dos semanas. Sol\u00eda decir que odiaba usar traje con corbata y odiaba m\u00e1s a todos en su oficina por hacerlo. Dec\u00eda que la corbata en el cuello era como un suicidio constante, un recordatorio de nuestra fragilidad. 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