{"id":139125,"date":"2018-11-05T10:30:39","date_gmt":"2018-11-04T23:30:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=139125"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:48:45","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:48:45","slug":"anestesia-besos-y-alcohol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/anestesia-besos-y-alcohol\/","title":{"rendered":"Anestesia, besos y alcohol"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Le gritar\u00e9 al silencio que no me importa un carajo, es bueno recordar un poco para no descarrilar mi vida de nuevo, es bueno vivir el sentimiento original que me caus\u00f3 aquello, para no volver a caer. Y no solo para no sufrir de nuevo, hoy me duele m\u00e1s el arrepentimiento que lo que me doli\u00f3 cuando todo pas\u00f3, estaba anestesiada de no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9, quiz\u00e1 necesidad de algo que quer\u00eda obtener hace mucho; y ah\u00ed estaba el problema, la est\u00fapida de necesitar algo que realmente no necesitaba&#8230; y me llev\u00e9 una gran decepci\u00f3n, nada era como siempre cre\u00ed, ni siquiera yo. Obtuve todo y despu\u00e9s ya no lo quise, fui y soy ego\u00edsta, lo admito. No solo da\u00f1e un coraz\u00f3n, da\u00f1\u00e9 m\u00e1s, aunque fuera solo un poco, y est\u00e1 mal. No supe ni sabr\u00e9 si realmente era algo que ten\u00eda que vivir por experiencia o forc\u00e9 todo. S\u00f3lo s\u00e9 que conoc\u00ed la inseguridad, el miedo, la frustraci\u00f3n, los celos, y he estado aprendiendo bastante de ello; es lo m\u00e1s est\u00fapido que he hecho, quiz\u00e1 lo \u00fanico. Pero me ha hecho madurar y ver lo que realmente quiero en mi vida; no volver a ver mi vida perdida en calles, en un bus ebria, a\u00f1orando algo que yo misma alej\u00e9 adrede, siempre dol\u00eda, anestesia, besos, alcohol, tabaco, mierda emocional y ojos rasgados en mis sue\u00f1os. No suelo arrepentirme de nada, creo firmemente en el destino, todo esto ya estaba escrito por el escritor m\u00e1s dram\u00e1tico y malvado que la vida pudo contratar, pero me arrepiento de haber seguido las lineas tal y como el autor las describi\u00f3, \u00bfpero si no, c\u00f3mo hubiera aprendido tanto y d\u00f3nde hubiera rosado la punta del infierno?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Photography by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/canovix\/\">Martin Canova<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Le gritar\u00e9 al silencio que no me importa un carajo, es bueno recordar un poco para no descarrilar mi vida de nuevo, es bueno vivir el sentimiento original que me caus\u00f3 aquello, para no volver a caer. 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