{"id":138918,"date":"2018-11-05T10:15:27","date_gmt":"2018-11-04T23:15:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=138918"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:49:03","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:49:03","slug":"living-dead","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/muerta-en-vida\/","title":{"rendered":"Dead in life"},"content":{"rendered":"

What a son of a bitch fate that brought him and tied him to my spirit.
\nEvery part of my fingers drew an ideal man and every single mold matched him.
\nHer face, her body, her voice. She seemed to be there. But no, he wasn't really. I don't know where he is sometimes, but I know he's not mine and he won't be.
\nIllusions no longer exist. Today realism and reason win in my body.
\nI should quit this shit, but I love him, and even if I try this to keep getting better or stay alive, I know that walking away from him, dead in life I will be.<\/p>\n

Photography by Martin Canova<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qu\u00e9 hijo de puta el destino que lo trajo y lo at\u00f3 a mi esp\u00edritu. Cada parte de mis dedos dibujaron a un hombre ideal y cada uno de moldes coincid\u00edan con \u00e9l. Su cara, su cuerpo,su voz. Parec\u00eda estar ah\u00ed. Pero no, no lo estaba realmente. No s\u00e9 en donde est\u00e9 a veces, pero […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6129,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"cybocfi_hide_featured_image":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17385],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138918","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"acf":[],"mb":[],"yoast_head":"\nMuerta en vida - ERRR MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/living-dead\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Muerta en vida - ERRR MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Qu\u00e9 hijo de puta el destino que lo trajo y lo at\u00f3 a mi esp\u00edritu. 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