{"id":137623,"date":"2018-09-09T11:39:43","date_gmt":"2018-09-09T01:39:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=137623"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:49:56","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:49:56","slug":"disorder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/desorden\/","title":{"rendered":"Disorder"},"content":{"rendered":"

At this point the years weigh more,
\nWhy can't I just let go, as if nothing had happened at any time to ruin my life or happiness.<\/p>\n

At what point does something come along that ruins everything you think is real?
\nWhat is considered something really bad that can kill you when you were happy?<\/p>\n

You and I do not work, we are not, we did not choose to be, we are not the mutual decision I thought, we are not the explanations of love in which I labeled you, we are not, we were not and we will not be.<\/p>\n

We were a trap of destiny, you arrived when I wanted to be alone the most, and you made me think that taking a risk (at my age) would be worth it.<\/p>\n

I hate you.<\/p>\n

I would like many things -with you- but I'm better off without you.<\/p>\n

I must leave this utopian world that I invented for you to stay.<\/p>\n

I need to run away, I'm not at home.<\/p>\n

Photographers: Delfina Vazquez<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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